Journey of Billy's Spirit in Meditations

[Billy]

From Billy's book, "SHAME OMG DELICIOUS," written several years ago:

I have come to the point of knowing I am without center, without real worth, and lost.
I am nothing, but I find freedom and joy in this emptiness. {This is not disingenuous in
any way, nor hyperbole.}
This is a new experience for me. It seems, the empiricism of SEEING the terrible
emptiness is to spirituality, what winning the lottery is to temporal desire.
In time, and with no effort of conscious detachment, I became deeply seated in Peace.
I often live with presence of BEING. No quality or descriptor of perception matters; I
simply LOVE BEING and PLAYING. I am conscious of entertaining a total Freedom.


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Dream Queen Lyrics      (from That creepy, corny guy Shawn Phillips--- Please listen to the whole song, Kaomea) 

She's the queen
of a castle she cant see
uhuuu
She's the queen
of somewhere in her dreams
uhuuu

And she's the most
unstable queen
her mood erodes
her given dreams

I gotta say that's a problem she's been working on
I gotta say she's afraid one day she'll be alone... with
her paper crown, her paper throne

She's a queen
of lovely integrity
uhuuu
She's a queen
of tangled insecurity
uhuuu

And she's the most
romantic queen
longing for
a perfect king

I hate to say she's been living with no open doors
will pass her by while she's looking for something more... than
real crowns, real thrones

Dream queen

There she goes
making plans
with somenone
she hasn't met
and may never

She may trade
her today
for anything
Tv-made
can't see what's real

Just give her a time
let's hope she doesnt hit the bottom hard
Giver her a time
we're staying close for her to realize
Give her a time
we'll always be around in case she cries


Billy Loves You, Kaomea