03-11-2016, 12:00 AM
3/11/2016
I do not sleep much anymore. A few hours at most. So, I am up 2:30 AM, and I meditate. I never was able to have a mind empty of thought before this. Now I can obtain to that easily. My morning meditations are not as desirable to me as ones later in the day.
It is bizarre I actually look forward to to these afternoon meditations. I am finding the right 'quality' too, and where to set my point of unconcern. I am paying attention so that indifference and non-volition can generate a flow to create form. For me this 'how to' is more important than the calming stillness. I am not going to restate my intent of Meditating this particular post. Do you hear me?
From now on (for now), I am going to go downward when you do. I think I will even temper myself to evoke subtle darkness rather than light always.
I do not sleep much anymore. A few hours at most. So, I am up 2:30 AM, and I meditate. I never was able to have a mind empty of thought before this. Now I can obtain to that easily. My morning meditations are not as desirable to me as ones later in the day.
It is bizarre I actually look forward to to these afternoon meditations. I am finding the right 'quality' too, and where to set my point of unconcern. I am paying attention so that indifference and non-volition can generate a flow to create form. For me this 'how to' is more important than the calming stillness. I am not going to restate my intent of Meditating this particular post. Do you hear me?
From now on (for now), I am going to go downward when you do. I think I will even temper myself to evoke subtle darkness rather than light always.