03-16-2016, 12:00 AM
3/16/2016 I am finding ALL my best resources in meditation. Utterly stupendous!!
This is critical, because I was once where my life was a decision away from complete spiritual, financial, physiological, and affilial ruin. No prowess of intellect could matter, as fate revealed its threatening, unknown face in this experience. That I would be destroyed, and how terrified I could be, had to not matter. In a single powerful moment (gaining from preparation), I transcended all of perceptual reality. And, from within depth unknown, deeper than I had ever known, came the monsterously pure affirmation, "I AM."
In that moment, I claimed all-powerful omnipotence in the awareness of my existence.. this being independent of manifestation, knowledge, death, and fate.
Now, once more, my profound experience of the psyco-physiological deathground has come to the fore. It beckons me in meditation ..Billy? Billy? Can you say I AM?
I AM
This is critical, because I was once where my life was a decision away from complete spiritual, financial, physiological, and affilial ruin. No prowess of intellect could matter, as fate revealed its threatening, unknown face in this experience. That I would be destroyed, and how terrified I could be, had to not matter. In a single powerful moment (gaining from preparation), I transcended all of perceptual reality. And, from within depth unknown, deeper than I had ever known, came the monsterously pure affirmation, "I AM."
In that moment, I claimed all-powerful omnipotence in the awareness of my existence.. this being independent of manifestation, knowledge, death, and fate.
Now, once more, my profound experience of the psyco-physiological deathground has come to the fore. It beckons me in meditation ..Billy? Billy? Can you say I AM?
I AM