03-18-2016, 12:00 AM
First, and most important, was not to let something profoundly proclaimed and remarkably important to myself be tarnished by ignorance. The sizing of the last two words TOLD.
Second, I see that you cannot commit. You sniff around, then measure other's knowledge as if you could. Mornings Son is amazing. He stays invisible, and when it's his turn, he lifts up those that will listen. Look at the contributions of rosygyro. He lays his fucking heart out there. Kaomea had knowledge to give you, if only to display your holes, but you only came away feeling cheated. The first time I saw you interact with serloco, you wanted some kind of undeniable truth demonstrated. He comes back again to work with you, and I get a post to me that shows you still want it all for nothing.
There are people like me who have sold there hearts, minds, and souls for knowledge. They work hard and don't look backwards. You self-reflect incessantly to come up with the next label that makes sense, but sorcery is not stagnant like that. It defies labels and minimization, and requires a lifetime of fluid choices and responsibility.
You probably know too much JJ to forget, but you cannot stand pat (not without suffering). You recognize opportunity well enough, but you have to trust to surrender yourself to knowledge. Ask any of the persons I mentioned here how many times they have died, and resurrected themselves.
If abandonment to the spirit of sorcery is not for you, so be it. Nonetheless, I suggest you don't challenge the intent of those that are willing and able to do their work.
Second, I see that you cannot commit. You sniff around, then measure other's knowledge as if you could. Mornings Son is amazing. He stays invisible, and when it's his turn, he lifts up those that will listen. Look at the contributions of rosygyro. He lays his fucking heart out there. Kaomea had knowledge to give you, if only to display your holes, but you only came away feeling cheated. The first time I saw you interact with serloco, you wanted some kind of undeniable truth demonstrated. He comes back again to work with you, and I get a post to me that shows you still want it all for nothing.
There are people like me who have sold there hearts, minds, and souls for knowledge. They work hard and don't look backwards. You self-reflect incessantly to come up with the next label that makes sense, but sorcery is not stagnant like that. It defies labels and minimization, and requires a lifetime of fluid choices and responsibility.
You probably know too much JJ to forget, but you cannot stand pat (not without suffering). You recognize opportunity well enough, but you have to trust to surrender yourself to knowledge. Ask any of the persons I mentioned here how many times they have died, and resurrected themselves.
If abandonment to the spirit of sorcery is not for you, so be it. Nonetheless, I suggest you don't challenge the intent of those that are willing and able to do their work.