03-25-2016, 12:00 AM
When I arrived at this site just over 1 & 1/2 years ago, I did not believe in sorcery. I came to know much of its power first hand thanks to serloco. Then, I was accepted into Ravenfield dreamers section. Nothing happened for almost a year.. until a sorceress named, Kaomea, exchanged words in some earnest with me. I was being affected by her interaction immediately, though the words were seemingly inocuous. I liked being moved by her, and this became addictive. She SHREWDLY led me to a point of total submission to her.
Kaomea could have thrown me in a ditch dead. Instead, she picked me up and gave me tools in real time sorcery as I needed them. Directions how to ride a bicycle are useless; one needs to do it. Same with sorcery.
Kaomea gave me some of her vast knowledge and time. Just a couple examples among dozens of gems:
"There's no hurry. Relax and enter from a place of calm. Stalking people/power can be approached like how a panther hunts prey. You lurk, observe, decide on the most efficient method, then pounce. By the time you pounce (interact) the thinking is over. Right now you're kind of a doing pouncing and thinking at the same time and it results in the awkward transitions...Your transitions are too rigid and separated"
"Relating to your victim (participant) is crucial. You should observe them, mimic them (ideas, phrasing, word choice). If you let go of trying to control, you'll be more fluid. Stop looking to control the external and only desire to control the internal. Once you control the internal, the external follows."
What of sorcery? Well, let me focus on just one compartment. Kaomea has taught me about being a man. I always wanted greatly to please my wife. Unfortunately, that desire early on led me to dependence on Susan, and I was incapable of being genuinely alpha the way a woman truly wants romantically. Not only that, but what favors I did for her outside a bedroom could not even be appreciated, and I was often left dangling on strings of resentment going both ways.
This situation improved greatly since my recap four years ago, but I was not yet the assertive dominant a female yearns for. I've discerned that most women settle for a 'loyal and nice' man at her beck; but, crave to be fully taken by a self-confident, manipulative alpha male in coitus.
Kaomea taught me the intricacies of stalking and hunting prey, and I began to manipulate my wife by perfectly controlling my own self-awareness >>> subtleties, timing, behaviors, words, phrasing, etc.
I now own my wife!! She is so HAPPY now.
Of my own accord, I love to serve her; but, I am the master of the intiative, essence and nuance in these doings.
Where this has become most dynamic is in the bedroom. I have become the sure alpha there. I am become a really attractive man. It is a dream come true for both myself and my wife. I take possession of her body without apology or hesitation; this is an amazingly confident expression of loving intimacy. Though she always said I was a very good lover, I now effortlessly lead and move her from inhibition, and take her to passionate new heights. To see the ecstacy on her face is just one of many benefits derived from Kaomea and sorcery.
Kaomea, I appreciate your compliments throughout, and especially this: "I crave the opportunity to help you use power....why? Because I enjoy skilled allies. I see that potential in you, your desire to learn, and your effort at applying your skills."
Thank you, Kaomea.
HOWEVER, to be continued in a different tone in response to your last post in Ravenfield, Billy's DREAMS............ .... [From now on, EVERYTHING will be posted in the open forum. I have no dirty laundry to hang like you are implying I do. If I do, that's okay for others to see. Not only my laundry, but my pure naked SELF. I intend to have your beautiful, naked SELF dry on the same clothesline, Kaomea.]
Billy is.... lets just say FREE. His actions and inactions are secondary to his source of being. You hooked him, Kaomea. If you can reverse the effects, and untangle the energies binding him to you, best do it now. Truthfully, Billy is flying, adorned in pleasure, and having his way with you, and could not care less what you do.. especially given your last words.
Yes, I will absolutely confine my practice of stalking and hunting you within the spiritual and dreaming realm. There is nothing else I ever really could want. A physical encounter would have been useful to my objectivity if I was becoming attached in a counterproductive way.
However, I have NO PROBLEM creating the distance I need henceforth. I intend to become powerful, Kaomea. You have made hunting power an unequivocal necessity for my well-being, if not survival. Good luck. I told you from the beginning this was not some game for me like it was for you. I am working from the entirety of who I am, and I'll tell you > I am firmly established on my deathground.
I would appreciate if you would be more amicable in your dream visits. You tried to violently blow me away your last one. Not nice! As I SEE it, every decision I make is for my life.
Having me 'out there' somewhere without your design, is sloppy sorcery, Kaomea. You were not an impeccable sorceress.
I have caught my balance, and have turned the tables. I can reach through your wall of detachment to your place of isolation. The hard work of self-mastery and love can be fun, and I can be unpredictable (not to mention ruthless as you).
serloco wants me to be nice, but most of me says Kaomea wants me (helps me) to acquire skills to bring her to an excruciating, exquisite, erotic ending. You know.. Little Red Riding Hood stuff.
serloco, it is becoming imperative for my survival to increase my personal power. As I know you were grooming me anyway, I now claim equal sorceristic status as the God you are. My powers are tiny in comparison, but I will learn and exceed as your blessing allows.
I am totally aware to be thankful of your greatness, and its conveyance to myself, Derek. I will be diligent to deserve your infinite presence, your generous GIFTS of GRACE, and magnificent omnipotence. I unequivocally and eternally will preserve our loving union as Derek/Billy. When I do exceed you in infinity, will continue the cycle; that is, you will again surpass me.... and on and on into the unknowable. I am sorry I made Kaomea afraid, but she does not have control of herself. There is forever for her to learn, as I would want that she does.
Kaomea could have thrown me in a ditch dead. Instead, she picked me up and gave me tools in real time sorcery as I needed them. Directions how to ride a bicycle are useless; one needs to do it. Same with sorcery.
Kaomea gave me some of her vast knowledge and time. Just a couple examples among dozens of gems:
"There's no hurry. Relax and enter from a place of calm. Stalking people/power can be approached like how a panther hunts prey. You lurk, observe, decide on the most efficient method, then pounce. By the time you pounce (interact) the thinking is over. Right now you're kind of a doing pouncing and thinking at the same time and it results in the awkward transitions...Your transitions are too rigid and separated"
"Relating to your victim (participant) is crucial. You should observe them, mimic them (ideas, phrasing, word choice). If you let go of trying to control, you'll be more fluid. Stop looking to control the external and only desire to control the internal. Once you control the internal, the external follows."
What of sorcery? Well, let me focus on just one compartment. Kaomea has taught me about being a man. I always wanted greatly to please my wife. Unfortunately, that desire early on led me to dependence on Susan, and I was incapable of being genuinely alpha the way a woman truly wants romantically. Not only that, but what favors I did for her outside a bedroom could not even be appreciated, and I was often left dangling on strings of resentment going both ways.
This situation improved greatly since my recap four years ago, but I was not yet the assertive dominant a female yearns for. I've discerned that most women settle for a 'loyal and nice' man at her beck; but, crave to be fully taken by a self-confident, manipulative alpha male in coitus.
Kaomea taught me the intricacies of stalking and hunting prey, and I began to manipulate my wife by perfectly controlling my own self-awareness >>> subtleties, timing, behaviors, words, phrasing, etc.
I now own my wife!! She is so HAPPY now.
Of my own accord, I love to serve her; but, I am the master of the intiative, essence and nuance in these doings.
Where this has become most dynamic is in the bedroom. I have become the sure alpha there. I am become a really attractive man. It is a dream come true for both myself and my wife. I take possession of her body without apology or hesitation; this is an amazingly confident expression of loving intimacy. Though she always said I was a very good lover, I now effortlessly lead and move her from inhibition, and take her to passionate new heights. To see the ecstacy on her face is just one of many benefits derived from Kaomea and sorcery.
Kaomea, I appreciate your compliments throughout, and especially this: "I crave the opportunity to help you use power....why? Because I enjoy skilled allies. I see that potential in you, your desire to learn, and your effort at applying your skills."
Thank you, Kaomea.
HOWEVER, to be continued in a different tone in response to your last post in Ravenfield, Billy's DREAMS............ .... [From now on, EVERYTHING will be posted in the open forum. I have no dirty laundry to hang like you are implying I do. If I do, that's okay for others to see. Not only my laundry, but my pure naked SELF. I intend to have your beautiful, naked SELF dry on the same clothesline, Kaomea.]
Billy is.... lets just say FREE. His actions and inactions are secondary to his source of being. You hooked him, Kaomea. If you can reverse the effects, and untangle the energies binding him to you, best do it now. Truthfully, Billy is flying, adorned in pleasure, and having his way with you, and could not care less what you do.. especially given your last words.
Yes, I will absolutely confine my practice of stalking and hunting you within the spiritual and dreaming realm. There is nothing else I ever really could want. A physical encounter would have been useful to my objectivity if I was becoming attached in a counterproductive way.
However, I have NO PROBLEM creating the distance I need henceforth. I intend to become powerful, Kaomea. You have made hunting power an unequivocal necessity for my well-being, if not survival. Good luck. I told you from the beginning this was not some game for me like it was for you. I am working from the entirety of who I am, and I'll tell you > I am firmly established on my deathground.
I would appreciate if you would be more amicable in your dream visits. You tried to violently blow me away your last one. Not nice! As I SEE it, every decision I make is for my life.
Having me 'out there' somewhere without your design, is sloppy sorcery, Kaomea. You were not an impeccable sorceress.
I have caught my balance, and have turned the tables. I can reach through your wall of detachment to your place of isolation. The hard work of self-mastery and love can be fun, and I can be unpredictable (not to mention ruthless as you).
serloco wants me to be nice, but most of me says Kaomea wants me (helps me) to acquire skills to bring her to an excruciating, exquisite, erotic ending. You know.. Little Red Riding Hood stuff.
serloco, it is becoming imperative for my survival to increase my personal power. As I know you were grooming me anyway, I now claim equal sorceristic status as the God you are. My powers are tiny in comparison, but I will learn and exceed as your blessing allows.
I am totally aware to be thankful of your greatness, and its conveyance to myself, Derek. I will be diligent to deserve your infinite presence, your generous GIFTS of GRACE, and magnificent omnipotence. I unequivocally and eternally will preserve our loving union as Derek/Billy. When I do exceed you in infinity, will continue the cycle; that is, you will again surpass me.... and on and on into the unknowable. I am sorry I made Kaomea afraid, but she does not have control of herself. There is forever for her to learn, as I would want that she does.