03-31-2016, 12:01 AM
The truth is I am virtually not afraid of anything, Kaomea. I did that Phildel song because serloco played it for me upon broaching the subject of my behavior. Nonetheless, I SURELY meant to send you love. My recent tactics were intended to ultimately to bring a positive outcome.
I am not going to challenge serloco's vehement stance, though my best instincts tell me I was on the right course. Now that I am handcuffed, I would find no joy in pursuing words further.
It is obvious to me our relation will continue regardless. The horrific dream experiences you are crafting for me are terrifying (lol/they are). I laugh... because nothing you do, especially when reflecting on it, offends me. I am happy no matter how inhumanely dark and sinister the mechanisms. They ARE severe!! I hope you will someday bring softer moments as well. Please, please, please, please, please, do something I know you know!!!!
It would be polite for me to await and read a response from a moderator that should come in the next few days. Then I will presumably leave this site permanently. My presence here (with innate words and actions), is making you uncomfortable. My silence will be powerful enough.
You are good at written words in dreams to communicate specifically any want. I will obey you as I always have.
Let my last words on this forum be: I LOVE YOU, KAOMEA
I am not going to challenge serloco's vehement stance, though my best instincts tell me I was on the right course. Now that I am handcuffed, I would find no joy in pursuing words further.
It is obvious to me our relation will continue regardless. The horrific dream experiences you are crafting for me are terrifying (lol/they are). I laugh... because nothing you do, especially when reflecting on it, offends me. I am happy no matter how inhumanely dark and sinister the mechanisms. They ARE severe!! I hope you will someday bring softer moments as well. Please, please, please, please, please, do something I know you know!!!!
It would be polite for me to await and read a response from a moderator that should come in the next few days. Then I will presumably leave this site permanently. My presence here (with innate words and actions), is making you uncomfortable. My silence will be powerful enough.
You are good at written words in dreams to communicate specifically any want. I will obey you as I always have.
Let my last words on this forum be: I LOVE YOU, KAOMEA