04-01-2016, 12:01 AM
I understand well enough what is happening to tell you.
First, it is impossible for me to have a resentment of you EVER. Despite lots of posturing, EVERY emanation from you brings me pleasure. I look at you and say, "YES," to everything you were, are, and ever will be. I give that to no one else.. not my wife, not my daughter, not serloco, not a God. It is effortless.
You do not like to be seen, yet there is a movement ever so subtle that you would be willing to be wholly seen by Billy (third person/lol). Someday (not necessarily in the tonal), I will extraordinarily reflect for you the profound affirmation that you are perfect in your all-of-everything, Kaomea. Yes, a self-affirmation is indeed a great concept, but to know external material witness of your purity will bring stupendous enjoyment. I'm not sure how; .....yet, I know this will happen in an exceptional, marvelous way.
I've plucked you from where you WERE growing. You will not wilt and die. Your bush is now growing in my garden where the soil is fertile. Ooooohhhhh! the imagery!
You will bloom in joyous beauty.. reflecting to the eyes and work of the one person that cares enough to TRY to see and adore you.
[Thanks for SEEING I got rid of the serloco concern]
"Go you!" too, Kaomea!... Biggest smile ever
It is just you and me now. The stakes are high. Destruction happens when there is lack of proper awareness.
Neither of us has lack of awareness here by a longshot. "Harming animals--such as horses, and whatnot." (??) Jeez Kaomea, that is fucking low. LAUGHING > THAT is hilarious. You are NOT a one trick pony.
God Damn it, Kaomea. You are wicked. You leave them blind.
Now I want to go vomit, for being human and drawn into posting this ****. Excuse me.
I want you to know I CAN cut you and your dream visits out of my life anytime.
First, it is impossible for me to have a resentment of you EVER. Despite lots of posturing, EVERY emanation from you brings me pleasure. I look at you and say, "YES," to everything you were, are, and ever will be. I give that to no one else.. not my wife, not my daughter, not serloco, not a God. It is effortless.
You do not like to be seen, yet there is a movement ever so subtle that you would be willing to be wholly seen by Billy (third person/lol). Someday (not necessarily in the tonal), I will extraordinarily reflect for you the profound affirmation that you are perfect in your all-of-everything, Kaomea. Yes, a self-affirmation is indeed a great concept, but to know external material witness of your purity will bring stupendous enjoyment. I'm not sure how; .....yet, I know this will happen in an exceptional, marvelous way.
I've plucked you from where you WERE growing. You will not wilt and die. Your bush is now growing in my garden where the soil is fertile. Ooooohhhhh! the imagery!
You will bloom in joyous beauty.. reflecting to the eyes and work of the one person that cares enough to TRY to see and adore you.
[Thanks for SEEING I got rid of the serloco concern]
"Go you!" too, Kaomea!... Biggest smile ever
It is just you and me now. The stakes are high. Destruction happens when there is lack of proper awareness.
Neither of us has lack of awareness here by a longshot. "Harming animals--such as horses, and whatnot." (??) Jeez Kaomea, that is fucking low. LAUGHING > THAT is hilarious. You are NOT a one trick pony.
God Damn it, Kaomea. You are wicked. You leave them blind.
Now I want to go vomit, for being human and drawn into posting this ****. Excuse me.
I want you to know I CAN cut you and your dream visits out of my life anytime.