04-15-2016, 12:01 AM
A few days ago, I peeked at the forum and perchance re-read a post by rosygyro. His piece taught me to SEE through the appearance of manifestation and especially thoughts, and I had a tremendous glow of silent knowledge. I SAW my resolution in our relation was healthy, and that I would easily persist.
A little review is in order:
From the very first in our intitial exchanges you found your mojo, and I immediately noted you could move me spectacularly. Your subliminal messaging was a loud voice in my ears, and you crafted my responsiveness perfectly. I missed that it was your designed active intent originally. Still, I'm not sure you understood how consciously attuned and willing I was in the process.
Regardless, you achieved the ultimate genuine offering.
My second mentor showed me, in the midst of nirvana, to know the work of why nirvana is become nirvana. He also pointed to its pinnacle as it transpired. The next day, he showed me to move past the nirvana experience. He saw I had deleterious desire to repeat or hold it. He made me SEE for myself that spiritual substance is to be gained in the reason and order of work.
He often illustrated that the artistry of work (awareness) is PLAY. There lies the inebriating drink of joy that stays true. There is a saying to the effect a sorcerer is not a buyer or seller of art; she is only interested in the work and doings thereof.
This is constructive criticism: You have made several mistakes along the lines above. IMO, you moved me so well that you became absorbed and flattered by your own acuity; perhaps you did not SEE how much awareness I was utilizing and retaining, or how strong I was.
Secondly, though your work paid off anyway.. and the result was optimal, you did not keep to the order of your practice. You were clinging to a picture of work that was already finished when it was time for disposal of the body. You wanted more.
The work of reason should have dictated you were getting poor odds to continue onward. Then you were left with much work to do.
Maybe, just maybe, you DID know what you were doing and actually perceived my ultimate value to you in continuing on.
I like that our energies are independent now; this requires free and consequential choices. I like to think that you still have immense power over me, that you could make me fly, make me cry, make me obey (BIG smile). There is a dilemna, Kaomea. While my surrender to you is a glorious given, you encouragingly brought me to a position where I intended to determinedly top you. This is set. You yourself set my position to stalk you. Right?? This is your show. You will need to draw up a superceding instrument to overrule my intent there if you have discontent.
Could be, you are intrigued by the arrangement as it stands. Truthfully, I myself am happy to abide by the spirit which has taken an unwaveringly rooted interest.
Mind you, this is not a dating site. Last I saw, it was called Nagual (Sorcery) Forums.
I indulged (and still do) a sentiment of undying love and adoration for you, Kaomea. I am free. I can do that with impunity. I don't have obsessions [unless I am choosing that]; I have choices and purpose. Like yourself, I am always calculating.
As I SEE it, we've been in preeety deep together.. up to the nostrils, and with hyperosmia for sure. I cannot assume a position of bottom. For whatever reasons, my spirit will not allow this role, even if in fact I am generally obedient to you even now. God knows how well I could act out as a good submissive and be in service to you.
As to equality: EQUALITY??? All of God's creatures are equal. You didn't know that? xD
A little review is in order:
From the very first in our intitial exchanges you found your mojo, and I immediately noted you could move me spectacularly. Your subliminal messaging was a loud voice in my ears, and you crafted my responsiveness perfectly. I missed that it was your designed active intent originally. Still, I'm not sure you understood how consciously attuned and willing I was in the process.
Regardless, you achieved the ultimate genuine offering.
My second mentor showed me, in the midst of nirvana, to know the work of why nirvana is become nirvana. He also pointed to its pinnacle as it transpired. The next day, he showed me to move past the nirvana experience. He saw I had deleterious desire to repeat or hold it. He made me SEE for myself that spiritual substance is to be gained in the reason and order of work.
He often illustrated that the artistry of work (awareness) is PLAY. There lies the inebriating drink of joy that stays true. There is a saying to the effect a sorcerer is not a buyer or seller of art; she is only interested in the work and doings thereof.
This is constructive criticism: You have made several mistakes along the lines above. IMO, you moved me so well that you became absorbed and flattered by your own acuity; perhaps you did not SEE how much awareness I was utilizing and retaining, or how strong I was.
Secondly, though your work paid off anyway.. and the result was optimal, you did not keep to the order of your practice. You were clinging to a picture of work that was already finished when it was time for disposal of the body. You wanted more.
The work of reason should have dictated you were getting poor odds to continue onward. Then you were left with much work to do.
Maybe, just maybe, you DID know what you were doing and actually perceived my ultimate value to you in continuing on.
I like that our energies are independent now; this requires free and consequential choices. I like to think that you still have immense power over me, that you could make me fly, make me cry, make me obey (BIG smile). There is a dilemna, Kaomea. While my surrender to you is a glorious given, you encouragingly brought me to a position where I intended to determinedly top you. This is set. You yourself set my position to stalk you. Right?? This is your show. You will need to draw up a superceding instrument to overrule my intent there if you have discontent.
Could be, you are intrigued by the arrangement as it stands. Truthfully, I myself am happy to abide by the spirit which has taken an unwaveringly rooted interest.
Mind you, this is not a dating site. Last I saw, it was called Nagual (Sorcery) Forums.
I indulged (and still do) a sentiment of undying love and adoration for you, Kaomea. I am free. I can do that with impunity. I don't have obsessions [unless I am choosing that]; I have choices and purpose. Like yourself, I am always calculating.
As I SEE it, we've been in preeety deep together.. up to the nostrils, and with hyperosmia for sure. I cannot assume a position of bottom. For whatever reasons, my spirit will not allow this role, even if in fact I am generally obedient to you even now. God knows how well I could act out as a good submissive and be in service to you.
As to equality: EQUALITY??? All of God's creatures are equal. You didn't know that? xD