04-15-2016, 12:01 AM
There is likely to be seeming quagmire where things may be a little dry. The sentimet here is in the Eagle's song Best of my Love
You see it your way
And I see it mine
But we both see it slippin' away
I am strong enough even in my weakness to carry us. You have not been shown much of my humanistic form. I am resilient and self-sustaining in the physio-psychological trenches of similar battles and resistance. There are challenges here. I have seen them before, and CAN work through them. If you are faking it, or are only a two trick (lol) pony....... makes no difference to me. I am real enough for both of us.
Relax, and do away with anticipation. Oppositely, I am restating your last post, and these are remnants of where I was.
The fact that I know so l little of your tonal, and am cut off from review of our prior exchanges, has worked to my advantage by making me focus on self-control. And anyway, I find the forum interaction to be secondary to the dreams and stalking intent that are more telling.
You might revisit your emoticon piece How to be a good lil stalkee in JJ's role of the stalked thread {Art of Stalking in Stalking Info section}. Sobriety in decision making is important, but so is levity.
I will have to do very little deciding. Kaomea, you know this is true... I simply need to pay attention to what you do. My open heart and and open hand guidance will foster expansion. How does that sound, Kaomea?
Honestly.. you direct and I will procure.
For sure, I will cooperate. I'll be every bit charming and patient and nice as your most loyal friend. Seriously, I will be nice. I reiterate: I will pay attention to you and cooperate fully, and not infringe on any of your infinite space without permission. I informed serloco to give you his support, and to take your side if he has to take sides for your failsafe, but I am expecting a low key environs for a while. And, anyway Kaomea, I would oppose serloco in a heartbeat to do as I SEE fit concerning you.
I want to be good. I am doing my very best/lol.
Sex and 'whatnot' are now my two favorite things! They are both useful forces, Kaomea. You don't need to trust me. Trust yourself. Take my word on this much.. to know you as I do, is to suffer. Billy is ALL about learning joy and sufferance, sufferance and joy. That said, the last thing I would want to do is make you furious. Is there anyone who could stand that much pain/pleasure?
I am glad you said two weeks, and not two months for my time-out.
Do I get a treat for my prompt obedience?
Jeez, I needed to come down.. thanks for adeptness on your part. I am happy with myself adapting.. I am keeping my gains and high spirt.. staying objective.
I want to be exceedingly warm to you, Kaomea. This post is meant most kindly. In the end, I definitely want you to be as happy as I am.
Let my desire for you fade? I don't understand. What should I desire? The worst of you is better than the best of anyone or anything else. SMILE
Do you want me to cut out the adulation? (that would be hard to do) (Laughing)
I think I'm done now. I'll finally shut up and listen to you. I'm tired, Kaomea. With few exceptions, I have not slept more than two to four hours for months (sometimes not at all). And I don't care, because I know its you. Remember the first posts between us? Your presence blew me away immediately. I don't know... maybe you do that with everyone.
I know I appreciate your presence, even if by its contrasting absence. You are sublime.
You see it your way
And I see it mine
But we both see it slippin' away
I am strong enough even in my weakness to carry us. You have not been shown much of my humanistic form. I am resilient and self-sustaining in the physio-psychological trenches of similar battles and resistance. There are challenges here. I have seen them before, and CAN work through them. If you are faking it, or are only a two trick (lol) pony....... makes no difference to me. I am real enough for both of us.
Relax, and do away with anticipation. Oppositely, I am restating your last post, and these are remnants of where I was.
The fact that I know so l little of your tonal, and am cut off from review of our prior exchanges, has worked to my advantage by making me focus on self-control. And anyway, I find the forum interaction to be secondary to the dreams and stalking intent that are more telling.
You might revisit your emoticon piece How to be a good lil stalkee in JJ's role of the stalked thread {Art of Stalking in Stalking Info section}. Sobriety in decision making is important, but so is levity.
I will have to do very little deciding. Kaomea, you know this is true... I simply need to pay attention to what you do. My open heart and and open hand guidance will foster expansion. How does that sound, Kaomea?
Honestly.. you direct and I will procure.
For sure, I will cooperate. I'll be every bit charming and patient and nice as your most loyal friend. Seriously, I will be nice. I reiterate: I will pay attention to you and cooperate fully, and not infringe on any of your infinite space without permission. I informed serloco to give you his support, and to take your side if he has to take sides for your failsafe, but I am expecting a low key environs for a while. And, anyway Kaomea, I would oppose serloco in a heartbeat to do as I SEE fit concerning you.
I want to be good. I am doing my very best/lol.
Sex and 'whatnot' are now my two favorite things! They are both useful forces, Kaomea. You don't need to trust me. Trust yourself. Take my word on this much.. to know you as I do, is to suffer. Billy is ALL about learning joy and sufferance, sufferance and joy. That said, the last thing I would want to do is make you furious. Is there anyone who could stand that much pain/pleasure?
I am glad you said two weeks, and not two months for my time-out.
Do I get a treat for my prompt obedience?
Jeez, I needed to come down.. thanks for adeptness on your part. I am happy with myself adapting.. I am keeping my gains and high spirt.. staying objective.
I want to be exceedingly warm to you, Kaomea. This post is meant most kindly. In the end, I definitely want you to be as happy as I am.
Let my desire for you fade? I don't understand. What should I desire? The worst of you is better than the best of anyone or anything else. SMILE
Do you want me to cut out the adulation? (that would be hard to do) (Laughing)
I think I'm done now. I'll finally shut up and listen to you. I'm tired, Kaomea. With few exceptions, I have not slept more than two to four hours for months (sometimes not at all). And I don't care, because I know its you. Remember the first posts between us? Your presence blew me away immediately. I don't know... maybe you do that with everyone.
I know I appreciate your presence, even if by its contrasting absence. You are sublime.