05-07-2016, 12:00 AM
Mornings Son...reluctant to {share}. Why? Because I thought that it would be judged as ****...
Billy responds in bold: hmm. **** is good
Here we go
Here we go
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... {mindset} checked for people that would be the least in MY way... got me centered and alert in the predator way.
I know this mindset well, except this sort of mindest requires the not-doing (simple awareness) sort of checking
...went down the pipe of what would i say to that person, blablabla... saw quickly how inner dialogue start eating my awareness of the present and stopped there.
your predatory center and alertness was not the problem here at all. You needed to strongly hold the predatory position without reflective jargon, as power in fluid await.
Is not such reflection of going down the pipe, at once counterproductive to the predator's stalking?
Do you ALWAYS have to be nice, Mornings Son? Your reflection was simply a form of rushing ahead instead of being composed and ready for the hunt. Your prey surely would have presented itself for you to skillfully pounce on. Of course, stopping the inner dialogue was a positive thing. Yet, you could have stopped it as a true predator also.
I Rested in the simple reasoning that all those people not matter style, titles and body-posture is just meat sacks in racks and that what ever happened I would stive not to let it feed my self importance.
From then on I had a fine and sharp time
That is a way of looking at it (certainly an option), but you missed an opportunity to develop your predatory repertoire. [And, like your obsidian rock, eating up your victim is Powerful stuff !!] Mornings Son, you saw value in gaining poise (having rested in your simple reasoning), and rightfully you are proud of that. There is self import and there is SELF import. Put ons are put ons, and that is true.. but, if an arrognt one in said environs had noteably projected negatively on you or child, you surely would have regretted coughing up humble pie after choking on your own dominant appetite.
For your info, I have intentionally practiced a more exaggerated predatory disposition this last year. So, for sure I was often clumsy, and was often more of a jerk than a graceful hunter. Yet, one learns from doing instead of just talking.
That is the thing with Billy, he really did cross lots of conventional boundaries all during his life. I made many 'mistakes' getting back to REASON ---> Detachment ---> Freedom cost a lot to the one who calls himself Billy. I'm not much really.
(Still, I smile a lot now)
Now, that MS, (what I wrote) is what I would call ****
Billy responds in bold: hmm. **** is good
Here we go
Here we go
***
... {mindset} checked for people that would be the least in MY way... got me centered and alert in the predator way.
I know this mindset well, except this sort of mindest requires the not-doing (simple awareness) sort of checking
...went down the pipe of what would i say to that person, blablabla... saw quickly how inner dialogue start eating my awareness of the present and stopped there.
your predatory center and alertness was not the problem here at all. You needed to strongly hold the predatory position without reflective jargon, as power in fluid await.
Is not such reflection of going down the pipe, at once counterproductive to the predator's stalking?
Do you ALWAYS have to be nice, Mornings Son? Your reflection was simply a form of rushing ahead instead of being composed and ready for the hunt. Your prey surely would have presented itself for you to skillfully pounce on. Of course, stopping the inner dialogue was a positive thing. Yet, you could have stopped it as a true predator also.
I Rested in the simple reasoning that all those people not matter style, titles and body-posture is just meat sacks in racks and that what ever happened I would stive not to let it feed my self importance.
From then on I had a fine and sharp time
That is a way of looking at it (certainly an option), but you missed an opportunity to develop your predatory repertoire. [And, like your obsidian rock, eating up your victim is Powerful stuff !!] Mornings Son, you saw value in gaining poise (having rested in your simple reasoning), and rightfully you are proud of that. There is self import and there is SELF import. Put ons are put ons, and that is true.. but, if an arrognt one in said environs had noteably projected negatively on you or child, you surely would have regretted coughing up humble pie after choking on your own dominant appetite.
For your info, I have intentionally practiced a more exaggerated predatory disposition this last year. So, for sure I was often clumsy, and was often more of a jerk than a graceful hunter. Yet, one learns from doing instead of just talking.
That is the thing with Billy, he really did cross lots of conventional boundaries all during his life. I made many 'mistakes' getting back to REASON ---> Detachment ---> Freedom cost a lot to the one who calls himself Billy. I'm not much really.
(Still, I smile a lot now)
Now, that MS, (what I wrote) is what I would call ****