Notes from Life of a Warrior

[Mornings Son]

'You should know by now that a man of knowledge lives by acting, not by thinking about acting, nor by thinking about what he will think when he has finished acting.' - Don Juan

I used to be such a lazy and slow person, giving in to thinking and thinking and planing, but also feeeeeeling the moment and mood. 'Oh it does not feel right to me to do this task now' then postponing it...

One day I found this was wrong and slowly I started to change my way of being in life. Taking everything... well maybe not everything... as a challenge and then jump right in. It was not a revolution in my life, it is a slow evolution where I more and more cut the %@!* thought and emotional patterns. Still there are times when my emotions feel like mountains that have fallen on top of me and I feel crushed... but more and more often I do manager to do a little action and the heavy feelings evaporate like a fog in sun light. Amazing I think each time.
Action so changes me and the world.

'A man of knowledge chooses a path with heart and follows it; and then he looks and rejoices and laughs; and then he sees and he knows.' - Don Juan

Path with heart, oh path with heart
So easy it is to find joy and satisfaction when walking you
yet the 'evil' voice of Moquehqueloa - the inner critic of from shadow tears the moment with its blade
Falling into 'not being good enough' or 'being a useless failure'

alas...

but then breathing and out deeply cutting the inner dialogue

watching the marvel of Nature

Joy and power returns