03-27-2016, 12:00 AM
yes spirit is moving me well, i am learning to move with spirit. trust in the unknown is linked with autonomy, in the sense that i am shifting the field of play. intending the good, learning, it is changed my relationship with the unknown, and its funny cos i thought that autonomy would be a scary position to be in, and it is, yet there is security. i have good relations with God, Spirit, Ally, Aya, all good energy that helps. i am setting my world and dreaming well, even a crow came and sat by me today. i sometimes feel that the animals that visit me are learning with me, we are at the same place in our learning as well as in the world, we interact and trade energy mutually, learn and move on, just like the people i meet, and i like to see the animals so one day i hope to get a garden again at least, or live on the beach. there is a interesting connection between the ocean and inner silence, the way our minds create the sound of the waves is possibly the most beautiful background music there is, i have worked well with the sound of the waves, or rivers, waterfalls, creating music in my mind in the moment, like the rhythm comes from the world it always does, even in the city, it is why music sounds the way it does these days. and yet it is a shame, cos i see the backdrop of this forum, the forest, and i remember how we always we used to listen to the sounds of the world, i watched a documentary on a tribe in the amazon where they described how sound is seen in waves, as everything has its own frequency, its a matter of moving with the sound for them, they hunt this way as well, but they also just walk around and this is their way of seeing the world. Aya showed me a lot of this and how to see music and sound, my ally sings for me. and the world is a feeling.