autonomy

[Sacateca]

HERE'S THE THING
about the story I shared:

The key, under the black Bumblebee

was glittering like polished gold, in the sun.

THERE WAS NO POSSIBLE WAY I COULD HAVE MISSED IT!!!

Such are the two keys that disappeared today

They are freshly made!!!

THEY WOULD GLEAM LIKE GOLD IN THE SUN!!!

and now they have completely disappeared

just when I was writing about this paranormal phenomenon


I am reminded of the movie the Amityville Horror.

The guy has a roll of bills to pay for a wedding reception, I believe.

It rolls under the couch and he goes to look for it

and goes half-insane because he can't find it.

I remember him finally screaming in rage something like

'WHERE IS THAT MONEY!!!!!'

When I saw that scene in the movie I was recapitulatedly 'jolted'

as I remember SO MANY TIMES IN MY LIFE that similar things have happened.

As I think about that movie I remember the man's rage over the situation

eventually led to him becoming possessed by invisible 'inorganic' entities.

So, it is logical to conclude that by being calm and casually not caring

I am safe from such possession


LET ME BE HONEST!!!!


I decided to play out the scenario of what I would do

if I could have my way, over these matters of disappearing stuff.

I let my imagination fly free to see the final outcome of how I would react.


In this imagination free scenario in my mind


I saw myself breaking ever single guitar I own.

I saw myself destroying all the equipment I own

INCLUDING MY COMPUTER

and then taking a sharp Ginsu knife...

AND SLITTING MY THROAT; DYING IN A POOL OF BLOOD!!!

That is what I feel those who pull these pranks on me are trying to accomplish!!!

So, to react with casual calm determined to get another set of keys

and not get upset about the matter

Seems to be the only available solution

at my current personal power level