autonomy

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you also mentioned you believed your experience to be iobs. in my xp of iobs, i had a bad time, i set them up as tricksters and they would affect my life in infuriating ways, this was due to don juans awareness - he said not to trust them, it took me years of struggling, yet i found he was wrong, serloco showed me ally, and how to do what don juan said sorcerers do - turn iobs into allies, yet serloco showed me more, he showed me that iobs fill the gourd you give them, if you intend them to be tricksters that is the role they assume in your awareness, you will attract trickster iobs. iobs are like shells, formed from dark energy, you can intend them to be whatever you want them to be , serloco showed me and spirit guided me perfectly here, allies are powerful helpers, if you intend them to come to you as helpers, and it is my intent that makes them helpers to me, i learn and gain power from acting with spirit, with spirit guiding me, allies can help me learn things as well, but the point here is that i claim all the knowledge as my power, it is all 'me', really.. my ally shows me how to do things,  yet i know that i am completely self-reliant, i dont need allies yet they are friends and helpers to me.

i found that iobs shifted as my awareness shifted, as soon as i trusted them to be helpers thats what they became to me, the world conforms to the description imposed.