05-12-2016, 12:01 AM
serloco wrote:Oh sure. A brick wall. Thank you for that compliment. I am very happy for it. That is exactly my intent, not to move to your energies. You say for yourself, admitingly that your world is hell. Been there done that. I would never move back. Since you are so attached to don Juan's dream I will use some of his words to prove you wrong. When the sorcerer apprentice reaches a certain point where the energy body can do what it wants and intends, then the dreamer is far beyond the reach of iobs, and they give up. Thank you don Juan. Truth. That, and if you give them power then that is your choice, however a good dreamer does not give power out to anyone he does not want to give it out to.
My life is not always hell. Just when the Spirit turns prankster or when I am once again made painfully aware that I am not strong enough to do all I want to do in life.There is no possible way I will get as strong as I need to become if the Spirit does not FORCE ME to get stronger. If my life is hell it is only because I am still too weak
and not impeccable enough in all that I do. The more impeccable I become the more difficult it becomes for the Spirit to hide things.
The feeling I get when things are hidden is: 'If you want me to stop doing these things get strong enough and STOP ME!!'
So, it is a means of showing me that I am still not strong and impeccable enough in all I do.
Let me give you an example:
I had those keys, that were hidden by the Spirit, in a special pack I use when I go jogging.
I put the keys in a special side pouch that closes with Velcro.
I noticed that it wasn't closing securely enough and needed new soft Velcro material.
I had already thought that those keys might fall out, but I put off fixing it
and right after that is when my keys fell out, in the house, and were lost.
So, the Spirit gave me a warning that I put off and didn't act upon BEFORE the keys were hidden
I am well compensated for what the Spirit puts me through!
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My life is not always hell. Just when the Spirit turns prankster or when I am once again made painfully aware that I am not strong enough to do all I want to do in life.There is no possible way I will get as strong as I need to become if the Spirit does not FORCE ME to get stronger. If my life is hell it is only because I am still too weak
and not impeccable enough in all that I do. The more impeccable I become the more difficult it becomes for the Spirit to hide things.
The feeling I get when things are hidden is: 'If you want me to stop doing these things get strong enough and STOP ME!!'
So, it is a means of showing me that I am still not strong and impeccable enough in all I do.
Let me give you an example:
I had those keys, that were hidden by the Spirit, in a special pack I use when I go jogging.
I put the keys in a special side pouch that closes with Velcro.
I noticed that it wasn't closing securely enough and needed new soft Velcro material.
I had already thought that those keys might fall out, but I put off fixing it
and right after that is when my keys fell out, in the house, and were lost.
So, the Spirit gave me a warning that I put off and didn't act upon BEFORE the keys were hidden
I am well compensated for what the Spirit puts me through!
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