02-03-2015, 12:00 AM
"EVERYTHING IS a decision." (what a fucking crock of ****) I am going to have some of my freaky fun. I am going down Derekh into this self-doubt. I'll emerse so deeply that I slither out, if i surface at all. Ego and a multitude of unknowns are to be part. I really only want this for a few days, so I detect that this is not a complete abandon.
As i write, I am on my way. I feel very peaceful but am already touching much of what self-doubt subsumes. Elements of depression, self-pity, despair, hopelessness--I'm smiling because I find it so hard to trick myself--but OMG the flavors right now are yummy (a word i know you like to use).
Ooh la' la' ... la' la' doubt is my only guardian--- i might destroy myself (seriously).
serloco---"yes the song is beautiful and right on the money,, the flow, the currentsee!"
[url]http://www.youtube.com/v/JYivAnh9rTQ&ve ... tube_gdata
As i write, I am on my way. I feel very peaceful but am already touching much of what self-doubt subsumes. Elements of depression, self-pity, despair, hopelessness--I'm smiling because I find it so hard to trick myself--but OMG the flavors right now are yummy (a word i know you like to use).
Ooh la' la' ... la' la' doubt is my only guardian--- i might destroy myself (seriously).
serloco---"yes the song is beautiful and right on the money,, the flow, the currentsee!"
[url]http://www.youtube.com/v/JYivAnh9rTQ&ve ... tube_gdata