02-04-2015, 12:00 AM
C'mon billy talk to me. I am very bored, and I do not like your disappearing ink.. lol.. You must trust your actions and learn to make every action as it is.. Yes you are fluid and so you do change, but you must like yourself, and perceive your actions as purposeful and reach the state where you can flow and trust how you flow.. I am the same way, or used to be, I used to overthink things and perceive my past actions with regret. Learn self-trust and do not be so hard on yourself. You ARE very hard on yourself. A perfectionist indeed, but learn to see the perfection in yourself and in the moment now. Learn perhaps to play more, you do like to play I know, and so do not take your actions so seriously.. What does it really matter anyways?