02-04-2015, 12:00 AM
Okay, yeah I will erase stuff here, (some of yours to maybe/lol/true).
It is like some times my wife's ****. The stimulation is too much--too much pleasure-- so then she wants more, ONLY by being fucked NOW.
Suppose I don't accomodate?
That's kind of what I am going through existentially. I'm getting MORE than enough, yet my desire is excellerating at the same time. What is good, is that I stay fairly wholesome. I mean the trick yesterday... "drowning myself" (I'm laughing) If I really did have pain--even tragedy--I am turning it! (maybe not in that moment, say something happened to my daughter, but would turn even that nonetheless) So when neither fear or doubt or pain has bearing, what then? (BIG smile)
SEE Derekh. Get used to disappearing ink here, LOL!
It is like some times my wife's ****. The stimulation is too much--too much pleasure-- so then she wants more, ONLY by being fucked NOW.
Suppose I don't accomodate?
That's kind of what I am going through existentially. I'm getting MORE than enough, yet my desire is excellerating at the same time. What is good, is that I stay fairly wholesome. I mean the trick yesterday... "drowning myself" (I'm laughing) If I really did have pain--even tragedy--I am turning it! (maybe not in that moment, say something happened to my daughter, but would turn even that nonetheless) So when neither fear or doubt or pain has bearing, what then? (BIG smile)
SEE Derekh. Get used to disappearing ink here, LOL!