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[Billy]

I say 'pain,' but the juices are as much positive than anything else..  still, too much is too much.  Really, I'm writing this as diary form to simply deal with it.

I'm embarrassed to admit (big smiling) that my wife has offered an extra bonus day of sex tomorrow and I can't deal with the waiting.  I am sooo fucking anxious (loaded happy anticipation).

How did this happen I could be so turned on by my own wife?