01-30-2016, 12:01 AM
It is customary for most persons to think of highs and lows in rollercoaster fashion, whereas now, I have these compositely as an even experience. {Truthfully, I am high all the time (lol). (no drugs, just being billy)}.
I knew as detachment practices were more encompassing to make sure to objecify general long-term moods as I would a singular emotion. Whether I understand the reasons or not for a phase is a separate matter from identifying it (even if only broadly) and creating separation.
Ambiguity exists in practically everything when given generality, so instead of being robbed in uncertainty, I consciously amuse myself with details when they arise within an undefined state. I learn to enjoy my confusion and uncertainty within the context of ambiguity.
I intend to turn every occasion to one of my liking. I don't alter the occassion (necessarily); I alter my mind's view. I don't mean to be crass, but I have a very wealthy sister who mentioned that she and her other rich friends were in agreement that 'life brings you some ****, then more and more **** (bad things), and THEN EVEN MORE ****.. then you die.'
I said straight up, "Well, then you need to learn to like ****."
All four of my married siblings are rich.. not a single one is happy; this, even though they had the best of environments, family upbringing, love, and opportunity, and stable marriages.
I knew as detachment practices were more encompassing to make sure to objecify general long-term moods as I would a singular emotion. Whether I understand the reasons or not for a phase is a separate matter from identifying it (even if only broadly) and creating separation.
Ambiguity exists in practically everything when given generality, so instead of being robbed in uncertainty, I consciously amuse myself with details when they arise within an undefined state. I learn to enjoy my confusion and uncertainty within the context of ambiguity.
I intend to turn every occasion to one of my liking. I don't alter the occassion (necessarily); I alter my mind's view. I don't mean to be crass, but I have a very wealthy sister who mentioned that she and her other rich friends were in agreement that 'life brings you some ****, then more and more **** (bad things), and THEN EVEN MORE ****.. then you die.'
I said straight up, "Well, then you need to learn to like ****."
All four of my married siblings are rich.. not a single one is happy; this, even though they had the best of environments, family upbringing, love, and opportunity, and stable marriages.