untitled

[Billy]

Something I identify as obviously full of negativity, and instead of detachment I go with it without reservations.  I had to hold myself from squirting adrenalin throughout.  I can't wait until something serious happens/you know this is completely twisted/ and you would encourage me (smile)

I'm not doing great speed, but I am surely becoming more fluid.

P.S. So others know, this isn't about whether the 'trash' is true or not; IT IS about being or not being where I want to be.  Also.. I love you too derek.