02-04-2016, 12:01 AM
My demeanor is markedly different. I have embraced a current state of negativity for over a week. This has affected every living thing I engage as to how I am perceived. Normally one looks at the derivative societal confrontation and repudiation, and makes some introspective inventory to amend self. I have intentionally not done this for reasons that should be obvious if you've read me.
It is quite an intriguing comportment to openly enjoin the feelings of the 'seedy negative' billy as much as any other emotions. One is conditioned to be afraid here, and that is unnecessary as I see it.
ADD: These states typically are not stayed with long enough to objectify. I am very capable now, and I am not to be threatened by anything 'billy.' This is delectable at some points, and I am empirically learning a great deal about self-control.
It is true that there is an element of being impatient and hateful that I can internalize healthfully.
I will likely have more to share on this.
It is quite an intriguing comportment to openly enjoin the feelings of the 'seedy negative' billy as much as any other emotions. One is conditioned to be afraid here, and that is unnecessary as I see it.
ADD: These states typically are not stayed with long enough to objectify. I am very capable now, and I am not to be threatened by anything 'billy.' This is delectable at some points, and I am empirically learning a great deal about self-control.
It is true that there is an element of being impatient and hateful that I can internalize healthfully.
I will likely have more to share on this.