06-23-2015, 12:00 AM
I will share a perverse fantasy. I attain to the ecstatically sensational many ways, but I love this example.
I withdraw into erotic negation and bathe in the wonderful wash of negative appraisal > ever caressing a sensation of worthlessness.
All else is reduced to the most desirable, confident, beautiful female standing over me. She is immutably drawn to illuminate that I am pitiful, and will demonstrate that I am her inferior. No words are necessary. She sees to my degradation by derisive laughter, facial projections of mockery, and outright disdain. I reflect to her that I am an ashamed beggar who is not deserving of her contempt. It will satisfy her to despicably piss on my face, and I am to consider this a favor.
I crave her gesture, and there are intense pangs of agony and angst; I am afraid she will deny me her bodily waste.
At last, the depravity of her piss and **** descends and I am overwhelmed by sensational rapture. My shame is joyful. I am richly alive.
I withdraw into erotic negation and bathe in the wonderful wash of negative appraisal > ever caressing a sensation of worthlessness.
All else is reduced to the most desirable, confident, beautiful female standing over me. She is immutably drawn to illuminate that I am pitiful, and will demonstrate that I am her inferior. No words are necessary. She sees to my degradation by derisive laughter, facial projections of mockery, and outright disdain. I reflect to her that I am an ashamed beggar who is not deserving of her contempt. It will satisfy her to despicably piss on my face, and I am to consider this a favor.
I crave her gesture, and there are intense pangs of agony and angst; I am afraid she will deny me her bodily waste.
At last, the depravity of her piss and **** descends and I am overwhelmed by sensational rapture. My shame is joyful. I am richly alive.