02-16-2015, 12:00 AM
You need 4 mg of risperidone or 20 mg of olanzapine. Perhaps in combination.
It sounds to me lie you are being harassed by iobs.. I remember a time when they were bugging the hell out of me.. They would often pretend too to be great names in history so in order to gin that power and form. However it is you the dreamer who is in charge and you must take control of them. Your mind is the battlefield and so use it wisely. I remember being in Hell and surrounded by flames, inside and out, I was putting out the flames and stopping demons from hurting myself and others. I had envisioned an eternal life within me, a flame, and before me stood a vision of God and he reached into my mind and pulled out a white flame from it and handed it to me, it was my perpetual eternal flame. I had envisioned it and gave it life and so God presented it to me. I held it in my hands and many demons wanted it and so I sucked it back into my body. That was just shortly before a vision of Jesus appeared before me and asked me what I was doing in Hell. He was ind and warm and knew me by name and said I shouldn't be there and suggested that perhaps I should leave. Any vision of Jesus is not harassing nor mean and brings only compassion and understanding. Peace. I felt like a warrior then though and felt my place was in Hell, in order to save the should that were bound here, and many asked me for my help. SO I stayed and freed the people from the demons and their fire as well as their possessions. I was a victor and saved the day. I turned the city back into a normal city then I finally left. Like I said you have to take control and fight the demons of your mind.. SUrely you must realize that Jesus would never say it is past the time of forgiveness like you said in your previous post. Jesus would never say such a thing for even the worst may turn over a new leaf and start anew. You must believe in a real savior and see that obviously these are not saints and are actually demons, or rather iobs seeing power and control over you. Many iobs have often used fear and your own beliefs against you a thy know you intimately. Maybe it is time to fight them in your mind and get rid of them in the name of Jesus, or see that you yourself are the light of their world, the light of your mind and take control of it. It helps to form commands like "the voices will fade away and get quieter and use your atttention's focus to do the trick". There are many commands and visualizations that can help you. I have seen many schizophrenics fight iobs in the same manner in which you are speaking of them now. I to have had battles with entities inside of my mind claiming to be angels while they cast fire onto me etc etc. They seek your belief and your attentions form, and so turn it around on them and use your perception against them. Try percieving thm as fake impostors and as weak and pathetic and do not give them any power over you nor let them shatter your beliefs.
It sounds to me lie you are being harassed by iobs.. I remember a time when they were bugging the hell out of me.. They would often pretend too to be great names in history so in order to gin that power and form. However it is you the dreamer who is in charge and you must take control of them. Your mind is the battlefield and so use it wisely. I remember being in Hell and surrounded by flames, inside and out, I was putting out the flames and stopping demons from hurting myself and others. I had envisioned an eternal life within me, a flame, and before me stood a vision of God and he reached into my mind and pulled out a white flame from it and handed it to me, it was my perpetual eternal flame. I had envisioned it and gave it life and so God presented it to me. I held it in my hands and many demons wanted it and so I sucked it back into my body. That was just shortly before a vision of Jesus appeared before me and asked me what I was doing in Hell. He was ind and warm and knew me by name and said I shouldn't be there and suggested that perhaps I should leave. Any vision of Jesus is not harassing nor mean and brings only compassion and understanding. Peace. I felt like a warrior then though and felt my place was in Hell, in order to save the should that were bound here, and many asked me for my help. SO I stayed and freed the people from the demons and their fire as well as their possessions. I was a victor and saved the day. I turned the city back into a normal city then I finally left. Like I said you have to take control and fight the demons of your mind.. SUrely you must realize that Jesus would never say it is past the time of forgiveness like you said in your previous post. Jesus would never say such a thing for even the worst may turn over a new leaf and start anew. You must believe in a real savior and see that obviously these are not saints and are actually demons, or rather iobs seeing power and control over you. Many iobs have often used fear and your own beliefs against you a thy know you intimately. Maybe it is time to fight them in your mind and get rid of them in the name of Jesus, or see that you yourself are the light of their world, the light of your mind and take control of it. It helps to form commands like "the voices will fade away and get quieter and use your atttention's focus to do the trick". There are many commands and visualizations that can help you. I have seen many schizophrenics fight iobs in the same manner in which you are speaking of them now. I to have had battles with entities inside of my mind claiming to be angels while they cast fire onto me etc etc. They seek your belief and your attentions form, and so turn it around on them and use your perception against them. Try percieving thm as fake impostors and as weak and pathetic and do not give them any power over you nor let them shatter your beliefs.