11-23-2014, 12:00 AM
Man I LOVE this stuff...
Yesterday I went to one of my spots, really trying to intend to see the luminosity of pelicans and osprey with not much success. Instead I tried to get a sense of what Watergaze was alluding to. She is certainly right that there is one sort of fluidic force that drives the wind and water and it is the same. The 'Flow', and all the local life is intricately aware of it.
The pelicans when diving for fish - I really got a sense of an intense line projecting out from them into the water just before they dive.
I also get the sense that a bird's awareness or world, especially an osprey, is every bit as engulfing, rich, and complex as that of a person's. I got this sense as this osprey, although not moving much, seemed to look around and take in the seen in just about all directions around him. They dont move a lot but they really love to watch, almost as if they contemplate what they see, and they see a lot. Maybe people are dumbed down...
Anyway as I concentrate further to try to 'see' these birds various muscles spasm, this is a somewhat familiar sensation. One thing I felt that was different was some spasms and brief vibrations in my testicles...all my intent and I cannot 'see' a birds luminous sphere. Perhaps I need to save more up more sexual energy.
Last night we had quite a downpour. I had already been in an altered state from all my gazing earlier, then back to 'normal' when the rain hit. I took the opportunity to sense the water and stepped out to focus my attention on the streams of water as they fell from the roof. My whole head began to sort of vibrate without a thought for a moment and then went back to normal after a short time.
Yesterday I went to one of my spots, really trying to intend to see the luminosity of pelicans and osprey with not much success. Instead I tried to get a sense of what Watergaze was alluding to. She is certainly right that there is one sort of fluidic force that drives the wind and water and it is the same. The 'Flow', and all the local life is intricately aware of it.
The pelicans when diving for fish - I really got a sense of an intense line projecting out from them into the water just before they dive.
I also get the sense that a bird's awareness or world, especially an osprey, is every bit as engulfing, rich, and complex as that of a person's. I got this sense as this osprey, although not moving much, seemed to look around and take in the seen in just about all directions around him. They dont move a lot but they really love to watch, almost as if they contemplate what they see, and they see a lot. Maybe people are dumbed down...
Anyway as I concentrate further to try to 'see' these birds various muscles spasm, this is a somewhat familiar sensation. One thing I felt that was different was some spasms and brief vibrations in my testicles...all my intent and I cannot 'see' a birds luminous sphere. Perhaps I need to save more up more sexual energy.
Last night we had quite a downpour. I had already been in an altered state from all my gazing earlier, then back to 'normal' when the rain hit. I took the opportunity to sense the water and stepped out to focus my attention on the streams of water as they fell from the roof. My whole head began to sort of vibrate without a thought for a moment and then went back to normal after a short time.