05-28-2013, 12:00 AM
This was very powerfull for me to watch, glance, and ill say how and why in a bit. First, as the setup: In a dream i just posted in Raven Field, when i saw you you were breathing strangely, like gulping in air the sorta exerting it out in a rythm, and doing something with your hands (although i did not focus on the movement so i cant say for certain, based on visuals, if it was the one you demonstrated here). It stood out...more the breathing and how it felt then the hands actual movement. And i also saw Water Gaze and it was another sort of movement, so that's two instances of dreamers doing movements....be they hands or a walk/dance, In one compact dreaming section. So that explained, onto what i got from it watching this video.
Before sleeping, i was exploring the pre sleep imagery, and even before i got to that state, staring at the backs of my eyelids...feeling into it. Identifying people by the images/colors in the eye...in the semicircle that expands into a tube, and if i felt them, and what i felt when i did. And i continued to do this for several hours after i slept...i did not dream, i slept, and continued doing the seeing the same as when i was awake...and holding this intent was important. I was also, before sleep, keeping close tabs on my body sensations. When i had a connect, with the open portal/colors, i felt a lifting...rising feeling. Almost a soothing numbness, without pain, like when ones limbs fall asleep, but in my hands, feet, inside my skull, my chest...not too strong...felt like...water risings and flowing up...in drops...a reverse raindrop feeling...was quite nice...radiation/radiant. The egg/portal/sun visual on the back of the eyelids, and then the slightly more abstract one in the dream....it was connected to this feeling...sometimes i have the feeling, not the visuals, or its auditory, but with carefull examination, i saw that it was all one aspect of the same phenomina. So...as this related to your movements. When i clicked this here, after i finished my recall, and saw what your were doing, and heard the same sounds... It was the same sensation, energizing, just slightly more even, as i was workng through the space between my awareness and the screen, and the time, and such. But regardless, it triggered the same sensations, and when i closed my eyes...the visual of the non dream in sleep. Pulsing, smoothing, shifting yet diamon like star/sun flame...with the filaments of white awareness reaching from it organically...like neurons of light/awareness. So....pretty awesome man. I mean movements and such do nothing for me as such....everything is a tool, but it is all "richard simons sweating to the oldies" to me. But this, perhaps do to the dream aspect, or perhaps becasue of something inherant in the intent/movement, had a strong effect. And that was just watching...i did the hand thing a few times...just made it more of what it already was from watching/seeing. So...thanks. Good stuff...even it it is Jazzercise
Before sleeping, i was exploring the pre sleep imagery, and even before i got to that state, staring at the backs of my eyelids...feeling into it. Identifying people by the images/colors in the eye...in the semicircle that expands into a tube, and if i felt them, and what i felt when i did. And i continued to do this for several hours after i slept...i did not dream, i slept, and continued doing the seeing the same as when i was awake...and holding this intent was important. I was also, before sleep, keeping close tabs on my body sensations. When i had a connect, with the open portal/colors, i felt a lifting...rising feeling. Almost a soothing numbness, without pain, like when ones limbs fall asleep, but in my hands, feet, inside my skull, my chest...not too strong...felt like...water risings and flowing up...in drops...a reverse raindrop feeling...was quite nice...radiation/radiant. The egg/portal/sun visual on the back of the eyelids, and then the slightly more abstract one in the dream....it was connected to this feeling...sometimes i have the feeling, not the visuals, or its auditory, but with carefull examination, i saw that it was all one aspect of the same phenomina. So...as this related to your movements. When i clicked this here, after i finished my recall, and saw what your were doing, and heard the same sounds... It was the same sensation, energizing, just slightly more even, as i was workng through the space between my awareness and the screen, and the time, and such. But regardless, it triggered the same sensations, and when i closed my eyes...the visual of the non dream in sleep. Pulsing, smoothing, shifting yet diamon like star/sun flame...with the filaments of white awareness reaching from it organically...like neurons of light/awareness. So....pretty awesome man. I mean movements and such do nothing for me as such....everything is a tool, but it is all "richard simons sweating to the oldies" to me. But this, perhaps do to the dream aspect, or perhaps becasue of something inherant in the intent/movement, had a strong effect. And that was just watching...i did the hand thing a few times...just made it more of what it already was from watching/seeing. So...thanks. Good stuff...even it it is Jazzercise