12-22-2010, 12:00 AM
i saw the toy theme and figured i'd roll with it. feels nice.
i picked bubbles because of their ephemeral qualities - here and gone so quickly. what is a bubble, really? just some air inside some stretchy stuff until the stuff pops and then the bubble flies out to merge with all of the other dead bubbles ever made. and thats me, every day.
so here's my intro - i'll try to keep it short and sweet:
im here on the forum but i am pretty quiet, at least on the main boards. the reason for this is i find it very hard to hold my **** together long enough to participate in most of the conversations happening. it feels.... straining, somehow, for me to keep myself focused on words in such a way. i dont remember if i was always this way. it's better.. more natural for me not to move in that direction. every day, every moment is a bubble that pops.
i am very intensely physical so i am most comfortable describing things - anything - the way my body experiences it. so talking most times is like switching into my head to translate. its nice to be here where words aren't bars. it is nice to be free.
i picked bubbles because of their ephemeral qualities - here and gone so quickly. what is a bubble, really? just some air inside some stretchy stuff until the stuff pops and then the bubble flies out to merge with all of the other dead bubbles ever made. and thats me, every day.
so here's my intro - i'll try to keep it short and sweet:
im here on the forum but i am pretty quiet, at least on the main boards. the reason for this is i find it very hard to hold my **** together long enough to participate in most of the conversations happening. it feels.... straining, somehow, for me to keep myself focused on words in such a way. i dont remember if i was always this way. it's better.. more natural for me not to move in that direction. every day, every moment is a bubble that pops.
i am very intensely physical so i am most comfortable describing things - anything - the way my body experiences it. so talking most times is like switching into my head to translate. its nice to be here where words aren't bars. it is nice to be free.