12-29-2010, 12:00 AM
kapha season is finally catching up with me with its heavy cold. dreaming has been deep, but i cant bring it all back with me for some reason. i started napping and this seems like it will help - i was lucid last night and playing in some bizarre garden with a bunch of trees who wanted me to leave. i am trying to bring my dreaming body here but i need some more energy, so it looks like it's time to head back to the ever-started-but-never-finished recap. i guess i like it - it makes my body feel very strong. i haven't gotten past the last three years so its going to be a long commitment. or i could get a cat.