07-07-2006, 12:00 AM
about a month ago. I was practicing meditation while pondering some of the stories from "The Power of Silence"
Anyway during the meditation I felt like i was walking or floating through a tunnel. I had a strange sensation That i knew things that i could not describe. I also noticed My Duality.
I suddenly knew the other side of me lacked any signs of a destructive ego. after the meditation I still felt like that in fact. i felt that "robert" (my name) was actually far away. I suddenly had no ambition or desire to achieve anything materially.
I went to the mirror to check the shine of my eyes. I had this strange cold look in my eyes, similar to the look my dad had when he one day decided to push his limits of sanity. (that's another story I'll post about soon).
I went into the living room to smoke a cigarette. as i was walking i noticed somebody sitting in my chair. I stared at him for a moment and he suddenly vanished into a fog. I got my smoke and sat down enjoying my sudden soundness of mind.
then it hit me: The way i was sitting in the chair was the same manner that i had saw the vanishing figure sitting. I didn't understand, Was it my double? or a hallucination? or something else?
anyway i went to bed after. and i haven't been able to achieve that state of mind i was in since.
so my question is: Did my Assemblage point shift?
Anyway during the meditation I felt like i was walking or floating through a tunnel. I had a strange sensation That i knew things that i could not describe. I also noticed My Duality.
I suddenly knew the other side of me lacked any signs of a destructive ego. after the meditation I still felt like that in fact. i felt that "robert" (my name) was actually far away. I suddenly had no ambition or desire to achieve anything materially.
I went to the mirror to check the shine of my eyes. I had this strange cold look in my eyes, similar to the look my dad had when he one day decided to push his limits of sanity. (that's another story I'll post about soon).
I went into the living room to smoke a cigarette. as i was walking i noticed somebody sitting in my chair. I stared at him for a moment and he suddenly vanished into a fog. I got my smoke and sat down enjoying my sudden soundness of mind.
then it hit me: The way i was sitting in the chair was the same manner that i had saw the vanishing figure sitting. I didn't understand, Was it my double? or a hallucination? or something else?
anyway i went to bed after. and i haven't been able to achieve that state of mind i was in since.
so my question is: Did my Assemblage point shift?