08-29-2007, 12:00 AM
Maybe i was just High. But being back on the warriors path i sought the help of a substance to shift my perception somewhat. I noticed Tonal concerns meant nothing. I tried movies, video games. Tho fun it wasn't what i was seeking. so i went to my room to lay down with a blanket over my head.
Instantly I was able to shut off my thoughts. I began to notice that i couldn't tell wether i had my eyes open or not. Suddenly some part of myself split into, or was being pulled apart by some force. Both part i couldn't see anything. I shifted my attention to the part being pulled to the left. All was silent in my thoughts but fear pulled me back to myself. I then got up to continue my night.
I have no Idea what happened. wether i did something in sorcery or i was just really high????
Instantly I was able to shut off my thoughts. I began to notice that i couldn't tell wether i had my eyes open or not. Suddenly some part of myself split into, or was being pulled apart by some force. Both part i couldn't see anything. I shifted my attention to the part being pulled to the left. All was silent in my thoughts but fear pulled me back to myself. I then got up to continue my night.
I have no Idea what happened. wether i did something in sorcery or i was just really high????