Hope

[serloco]

I wouldnt go as so far as to say that with power you cant desire happiness. Power, ultimately, is free. You can, with power, form yourself in any way you desire. I just know that with total power you are as you say selfless, and you have no true volition and thus no desire.

I do hope I can rid myself of the iob awareness. I wont give up either. I believe anything is possible.

I dont really know why I used humor. I would have to say I intended for the argument to stop and so I followed spirit. Being humorous is something I enjoy very much and I always intend to get better at it. I liked you and was also angry at you and just wanted to get along. I think the Spirit guided me along this course. I often find it is the nagual that makes me funny. I find myself making jokes almost automatically as if it comes from beyond myself.

This is what I know about controlling and moving people. I formed all kinds of knowledge for control and empowered it every step of the way. Sooner or later that knowledge found its way into other people's hands. Sure enough found what it was like to be controlled and moved. I hated every moment of it. I find that it is wrong to do because I do not like it done to me. I follow Jesus' teaching that states to do onto others as you would have done onto you. Now I know that allies (iobs) have no volition and thus you must give them volition of your own but I find myself treating my allies as equals to myself. That is the volition I would want to have. I make them untellable, uncontrolled, and as free as I can set them to be.