Hope

[serloco]

Oh I can relate.. I am very isolated from people. I've been to hell and back and so I know evil. I used to always judge people positively and in doing so was led to heaven. When I got there I asked God to show me Adam's life. He did so accordingly. I met real evil for the first time. In the beginning I fought God and told Him since i dont believe in evil then i dont make it. He assured me evil was true. I fought hard but he sure showed me. Since that day I been fighting evil out of my life and fighting for what is right. I am proud of that. I fight hard. God asked me to go to hell for Him and save souls and so I did. I met demons, monsters and am still fighting to this very day. The evil in my mind is not my own mind, it is attacks from evil iobs and demons. I am winning my battle slowly but surely. If you would of met me three years ago you would know what I mean. I was possessed and evil myself. God told me to embrace evil and told me i needed to understand it in order to defeat it. So I dove right in. I wish I was as innocent as you and say I dont believe in true evil but sister I have lived it for many years. I am now to the point where I empower love so strongly that my choice in love can turn a demon into a saint. Its not easy but its possible.

You dont need to worry about me. I will not turn my back on you. I have lived and dealt with the worst creation has to offer and you are a walk in the park.