02-11-2017, 12:00 AM
Before I write anything too amazing or insightful... I wanted to discuss something with you. [no impacted bowels---> the great sh*ttter]
Power comes from the ability to delete the self. There's an emptiness. [true, but emptiness perceived is SENSATIONAL]
Those with power have been repeatedly reminded they are alone in the world. [that needs to be interpreted and rephrased backwards]
They are so alone they soon realize no matter their actions they will never feel closeness. [I am authentic; I passionately celebrate aloneness with you (formless -ART- formed)]
They wind up giving up entirely. Hope, when they discover it, brings them back to life. [hopelessness is in many forms---> despair, dying, dark night, loss, excess, shame, rejection, etc.
Hope is a pseudo narrative that departs from essential awareness]
The potential for closeness is dangerous. [dangerous to who? LOL]
For a powerful person, to believe they can possess love changes their world. [a powerful person CHOOSES love ('if possessing,' this is actual & not stagnant)] [Add: I desire to possess you.. OH..I do!]
Should that be stripped away they are then reduced to emptiness once again. [emptiness is not inclusive or exclusive of ANYTHING]
Without hope. It's great for power, but it's hopeless for finding a reason to engage others. [primitive phenomenology and arising clarity in authentic aloneness says otherwise]
People enjoy elitism when it's impersonal. [nothing is not personal/smile]
Anything else and it makes powerful people targets. [or conversely then, are you the target?]
Many pursue power mistakenly thinking it will save them (taking them past the eagle). [one awaits (stalking/choosing) power, not pursues it]
What they don't realize is only the most lost enter power. [true, until it's acquired]
grand goal until a person learns of the requirement to hold power: a squeaky clean vessel, one void of love, hope, and dreams. ['until?' Huh? the singularity of such power is awesome.
Yes, it is frightful to stop the world and create 'indiscriminately.' Can you walk that 'frightful' edge with me? (BIG smile)]
If there is no self then love, hope, and dreams have no home to reside. [the key here is to know, love and celibrate one's empty aloneness in the simple, pure awareness that makes such possible]
Power is only held by those who achieve such a fate. [yes, but standing tall in my deathground I AM more powerful than fate]
Sometimes they manage to move closer to humane exchanges, but sooner or later they realize why it's dangerous to embrace hope. [Sheesh.. do away with hope already.. Say what you really mean]
They ultimately retreat back into the folds where the only people who could possibly find them would have no desire to find them. It's a pitiful existence. [OMG!! I am laughing like crazy. THIS? THIS? ... THE crux of the matter]
I HAVE MORE PASSION & DESIRE THAN EVERYONE HERE IN AGGREGATE HAS !! YOU ARE AFRAID OF BEING REJECTED IN HIGH STAKES!!
With this cheery thought in mind, I'm sharing this because you should know you're not missing out on anything. [you could not possibly know this]
You should never choose to enter power. [one awaits, chooses, masters power (what is this enter sh*t?)]
Only if circumstances force you into power should you accept it. [I am going to force you into power.. smh]
No one tells you how to apply power either. You just pick how and make up your own rules. [Phhhttt.. throw maturity & grounding out the door... is that what you think? $+%%!$+!]
Given the lack of self, there's no real point to using power so the neat things most envision achieving with power become irrelevant. ['neat things' are secondary to the larger vision.. I'd really like to smack you around for saying something so f*cking lame..]
My point is you should be made aware of the risks and to be told it's not what many have been lead to believe. [as to serloco, he temporarily mistook acquisition apart from the 'spiritual' base in his aloneness/decisionality... I don't separate those]
Those who do make connections do it in hopes of helping others find the freedom they themselves lack. It's actually a cruel joke. [freedom enhances dream fulfillment.. since you don't know freedom from your $+%%!$+- STOP]
Please don't feel like you require power to live a fulfilling life. Life is only fulfilling when you live outside of power, not inside it.
On the other hand, if you're forced into power I think it's nice to have another to share in that experience. Having to discover it alone only adds acid to the wound. It doesn't really make a difference, it just makes it so much more difficult to find your way out. [where do you get this trash?]
You strike me as the type who will be forced into power, but I hope youll be bumped out once you arrive. You wouldn't enjoy it, but you'll know its taste and will have a greater command of it even after you exit (if you decide to exit).
I have a lot respect for what you've already endured. I have even greater respect for you now. You've chosen happiness and found it. I've been wishing on shooting stars and birthday candles since my teens for what you found. I would trade every ability I have for the opportunity you have now. [REALLY NOW]
If I can offer you any advice, appreciate every single moment with her. Most don't realize what they have until it's gone. Realize what you have while you have it. [I erased a PM about this.. to be explained later, crybaby]
By the way, though legit, I did not expect a yes. Personally, I had no want to be in Vegas. I don't even gamble. Susan had been to the Wynn with my daughter and liked it.
We'll meet when it's time. 'Not ever' is a long time/ lots of smiles. (I will think about disappearing again so you and serloco may continue without interference)
Power comes from the ability to delete the self. There's an emptiness. [true, but emptiness perceived is SENSATIONAL]
Those with power have been repeatedly reminded they are alone in the world. [that needs to be interpreted and rephrased backwards]
They are so alone they soon realize no matter their actions they will never feel closeness. [I am authentic; I passionately celebrate aloneness with you (formless -ART- formed)]
They wind up giving up entirely. Hope, when they discover it, brings them back to life. [hopelessness is in many forms---> despair, dying, dark night, loss, excess, shame, rejection, etc.
Hope is a pseudo narrative that departs from essential awareness]
The potential for closeness is dangerous. [dangerous to who? LOL]
For a powerful person, to believe they can possess love changes their world. [a powerful person CHOOSES love ('if possessing,' this is actual & not stagnant)] [Add: I desire to possess you.. OH..I do!]
Should that be stripped away they are then reduced to emptiness once again. [emptiness is not inclusive or exclusive of ANYTHING]
Without hope. It's great for power, but it's hopeless for finding a reason to engage others. [primitive phenomenology and arising clarity in authentic aloneness says otherwise]
People enjoy elitism when it's impersonal. [nothing is not personal/smile]
Anything else and it makes powerful people targets. [or conversely then, are you the target?]
Many pursue power mistakenly thinking it will save them (taking them past the eagle). [one awaits (stalking/choosing) power, not pursues it]
What they don't realize is only the most lost enter power. [true, until it's acquired]
grand goal until a person learns of the requirement to hold power: a squeaky clean vessel, one void of love, hope, and dreams. ['until?' Huh? the singularity of such power is awesome.
Yes, it is frightful to stop the world and create 'indiscriminately.' Can you walk that 'frightful' edge with me? (BIG smile)]
If there is no self then love, hope, and dreams have no home to reside. [the key here is to know, love and celibrate one's empty aloneness in the simple, pure awareness that makes such possible]
Power is only held by those who achieve such a fate. [yes, but standing tall in my deathground I AM more powerful than fate]
Sometimes they manage to move closer to humane exchanges, but sooner or later they realize why it's dangerous to embrace hope. [Sheesh.. do away with hope already.. Say what you really mean]
They ultimately retreat back into the folds where the only people who could possibly find them would have no desire to find them. It's a pitiful existence. [OMG!! I am laughing like crazy. THIS? THIS? ... THE crux of the matter]
I HAVE MORE PASSION & DESIRE THAN EVERYONE HERE IN AGGREGATE HAS !! YOU ARE AFRAID OF BEING REJECTED IN HIGH STAKES!!
With this cheery thought in mind, I'm sharing this because you should know you're not missing out on anything. [you could not possibly know this]
You should never choose to enter power. [one awaits, chooses, masters power (what is this enter sh*t?)]
Only if circumstances force you into power should you accept it. [I am going to force you into power.. smh]
No one tells you how to apply power either. You just pick how and make up your own rules. [Phhhttt.. throw maturity & grounding out the door... is that what you think? $+%%!$+!]
Given the lack of self, there's no real point to using power so the neat things most envision achieving with power become irrelevant. ['neat things' are secondary to the larger vision.. I'd really like to smack you around for saying something so f*cking lame..]
My point is you should be made aware of the risks and to be told it's not what many have been lead to believe. [as to serloco, he temporarily mistook acquisition apart from the 'spiritual' base in his aloneness/decisionality... I don't separate those]
Those who do make connections do it in hopes of helping others find the freedom they themselves lack. It's actually a cruel joke. [freedom enhances dream fulfillment.. since you don't know freedom from your $+%%!$+- STOP]
Please don't feel like you require power to live a fulfilling life. Life is only fulfilling when you live outside of power, not inside it.
On the other hand, if you're forced into power I think it's nice to have another to share in that experience. Having to discover it alone only adds acid to the wound. It doesn't really make a difference, it just makes it so much more difficult to find your way out. [where do you get this trash?]
You strike me as the type who will be forced into power, but I hope youll be bumped out once you arrive. You wouldn't enjoy it, but you'll know its taste and will have a greater command of it even after you exit (if you decide to exit).
I have a lot respect for what you've already endured. I have even greater respect for you now. You've chosen happiness and found it. I've been wishing on shooting stars and birthday candles since my teens for what you found. I would trade every ability I have for the opportunity you have now. [REALLY NOW]
If I can offer you any advice, appreciate every single moment with her. Most don't realize what they have until it's gone. Realize what you have while you have it. [I erased a PM about this.. to be explained later, crybaby]
By the way, though legit, I did not expect a yes. Personally, I had no want to be in Vegas. I don't even gamble. Susan had been to the Wynn with my daughter and liked it.
We'll meet when it's time. 'Not ever' is a long time/ lots of smiles. (I will think about disappearing again so you and serloco may continue without interference)