Hope

[rosygyro]

a barely survived my first hit.but in my warrior belief system at the time
schizophrenics and accidential tragic deaths
were all people who had run..
and so even though it had driven me mad
and had ruined my relationship with happiness 
i had to keep battling it
believing that if i gave up or ran away
i would simply be run over by a bus
or fall out of a tree etc..

in tose days warriors path was very serious
my assemblage was such that if i stepped off warriorship
it as also an agreement to terminate my life.

i made some very bold and niaive declarations of intent back then
what a dummy.

i am very human
you should know by now that i dont move my assemblage point
i SHIFT it.