Hope

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I like that you taught me something here. You showed me that if I have the desire for happiness then I'm likely not within power. At least not during that moment when I desire happiness. Like you also mention, power can be held in partial increments. That's something I haven't given much thought to either. I don't think it was wrong of you to move or control people, but what do I know xD

I don't know if you can completely rid yourself of that iob effect. It's a form of knowledge which once gained isn't removed. Maybe it can be denied. I'm very alienated by people too. I prefer to be solitary, unless I'm out having an adventure. Those become tiresome eventually.

I'm curious, you and I went at it for a while. Yet we both see (I'm positive you see, I eventually noticed it within your music videos). How did you finally decide to use humor? There came a point when you said something so random I completely stopped. I stopped because you had me laughing. I felt when your shifted into playfulness. What made you willing to engage me in being equally random and outrageous? I really enjoyed when it turned in that direction.