12-12-2016, 12:01 AM
Freewill. Inherent in the core...unclothed...naked....fertile, as you say. Always unknowable to the self, at that core. I mean, how can self importance survive in that light? It can't. It is the ultimate cure...the silver bullet for the derangement of self indulgence. And, once self importance is burned up in that light, choice of exploration opens up wide in every direction. Anything.....everything....it's all game for the experiencing because fear is gone and access to the energy of the source of awareness is perennially available.
Having these impressions, my mission is clear and simple. Dive deep and deeper still. Tie a stone around my foot and sink into silence....on and on and on....deeper and deeper. There's no end to that depth, I feel! Of course, i'm not a monk. I work and play...I have a wife and kids. This body needs to eat and breath and there's lots of awesome things to see while I'm roaming around in this form on this planet....but all the while, the intent to cultivate silence has become paramount....to deepen that silence in everything I see and do.
It's so worth it!
Having these impressions, my mission is clear and simple. Dive deep and deeper still. Tie a stone around my foot and sink into silence....on and on and on....deeper and deeper. There's no end to that depth, I feel! Of course, i'm not a monk. I work and play...I have a wife and kids. This body needs to eat and breath and there's lots of awesome things to see while I'm roaming around in this form on this planet....but all the while, the intent to cultivate silence has become paramount....to deepen that silence in everything I see and do.
It's so worth it!