The Art of Do

[Billy]

Using uninvited selectively as a PM could have been very effective (I knew)..  I would have left off that and brought some hurt to you.  I could not do it--->  imagining your pain would get to me (my bad).


   Instead, a jumble ensued.. a directionless flurry.  I saw your mind get a bit quick; and, not what I would want.  I feel you are vulnerable and pulled down a bit.  Okay.

   This is a good time for a serious break  ...............     [regardless if I post (I will ignore you)].  


  [Billy abandoning you- days? weeks? months?]
  Think!! You ARE uninvited (feel).  Nurse that depression with your own initiative.  Depression is a rich happy/sad affair.....   when without encumberment.  Go with the downward motions as they occur with a straightforward empiricism.  Shamelessly roll around in your own piss and ****; be a dip-shitter.

   I am art of doing you but good this time.  Just wait see, puppy.