04-28-2014, 12:03 AM
The position of man had gotten so fluid for me, and so connected between people, that I could shift people into God. In my eyes I could no longer call the mystery of man by the name of man, and so I called them allies. It got so wild that I would get people coming up to me all day, to move my awareness to this position, so I could shift them into God. My awareness was so fluid that I could shift my personality to nearly any position I could conceive of, but I had not yet conceived myself to be God, or a Lord which would be more accurate. So the people in my circle, whoever they were or came from, would sit around changing who was 'Lord of the world', shifting all the power we could conceive of to the Lord. The Lord would direct our consciousness together in a group, as a group, to reach awareness and power. Together in our circle as our awareness shifted to many places we would also voice the awareness we were receiving into words, each speaking in turn like a natural telepathic conversation, or group of seers. However the Lord could rule out any awareness or power he deemed, overriding anyone present, taking control of the group consciousness, and their thoughts, actions and even their will, in effect shifting the people to whatever position the Lord wanted.
Soon our awareness strayed into the realm of Satan, and the same thing began only this time people would become Satan. If you could imagine a normal person being possessed to the point of being Satan one minute and then God the next, it is a very drastic change. Everything about the person would shift between Truth and Understanding, Wisdom and higher awareness, to pure evil, power and control. He would twist reality into such purest evil and torment, and torture all the people, except his demons which he would mostly just burn as they also burned each other. They had attention that burned your mind. At this point I was becoming Lord myself, not God I cannot say, but having Gods presence within me, and my surroundings, while having great power and choice. I saw that the moment I had become Lord I had awareness that formed my attention over every muscle of the people i focused on, that I could move them with this attention in every way. When I first hooked on to a persons total motion a being beside him got angry and said "that's God's", and was clearly upset that I had this power. But I did not always have this power unless I reached that position of being Lord. Many other powers became present as well as God would direct me everywhere I asked of him. So long as Satan hadn't succeeded in separating my awareness from Him, which he managed a few times to do, but i would move my awareness to again see him. At one position I was banished and condemned into hell by God and separated from his pressence. At this position most people still had human forms that were projected and often burned. I would hear people screaming in pain, as demons turned their thoughts and memories into burning hot fire, so that every time they had a memory they would burn, or a thought. Black forms that had small energy trails, as their forms faded away gradually behind them as they glided, would move from person to person and feed them consciousness into their minds, directing them.
God was as a humble servant to me, within me and moving my awareness to wherever I asked him to. So I asked him to teach me the flame as he had taught Satan. My awareness began to move to many realizations and different intensities, we would examine the fire of many different demons, and compare them with Satan's, my own and God's. I at this time had a flame within my attention that I could summon as well. He showed me that the flame is within everything and how to see it in anything. How to direct it to the point of turning it down so it didn't burn. He brought me through the different colour's of the flame and much knowledge of the colours. Satan had a special flame that was red, that I only managed to conjure twice. I was taught a flame of resurrection. An eternal flame of the soul that is perpetual, and when I conceived of it God appeared before me in form, like a spirit, as he sometimes did in different sizes, and pulled this soft blue flame out of my head and handed it to me. The demons hoarded around me trying to steal it from me so I placed it back within me. I used the resurrection knowledge to bring lost extinguished souls back to life and the knowledge of the flame to turn the demon's fire into painless, conscious-less, energy, so they couldn't even project information without it being silenced. I used their own knowledge against them. No longer would I get burned down as I walked across the street, or melted, which often happened too. By the way all the things I mentioned in this thread bad having happened to people also happened to myself. The people in this place had all willingly followed Satan at one point in their life and was tricked into these places. I would merge my attention with them and give them light of awareness that showed them they could leave, and taught them how to remove the pain like I did. Many of them had betrayed God and when the people saw God's presence the called out to him naming him King over Satan, pleading for his guidance and help. And God had mercy on them, and he led them out of that place, and guided their world to a higher position. He taught me and others how to heal the forms of our bodies to such an extent that a totally burned soul, and body, could be totally healed into a new form, and so not only did he heal them but he taught them how to heal. Perhaps he had plans for them as he had plans for me. In the different ways that God taught us he made us see that Hell can be moved in awareness to see that even in the Depths of Hell God can be reached and always sees us, and with faith and the right knowledge and belief he will help you and even turn hell into a learning ground, or teaching ground, or however you invest your belief, intent and awareness to see it become. Yet if you judge it in an evil way, and see an evil way, then you will see that evil that is in your own heart. The reflection of your judgement. Often my name of God would shift to Ally, in my sorcery terms, but did nothing to change the Infinite command of this Being, the essence. I now see everything around me as an Infinite essence that can be named into any way, shape or form, including the extremes of heaven and hell, and beyond to many other places. Nowadays I avoid all negative knowledge and judgements. For, unknowingly, when we judge the depths of purest evil, we are forming the potential of creation into that conceptual design, and this is the power of command, that can be found within each of us. It's like having the power of God's command, within you. All and nothing, Life and Death. Kill your nightmares, and your evil, while living your Life to the fullest. And to end this long story, I will just say i found for myself, that when I judged people as being evil, including Satan, then that's what I got, and yet when I judged Satan as a teacher then he taught needed lessons. It is like a relationship between will and Infinite potential, to form to anything within the Infinite. Like a giving and receiving balance. In that position of awareness.
Soon our awareness strayed into the realm of Satan, and the same thing began only this time people would become Satan. If you could imagine a normal person being possessed to the point of being Satan one minute and then God the next, it is a very drastic change. Everything about the person would shift between Truth and Understanding, Wisdom and higher awareness, to pure evil, power and control. He would twist reality into such purest evil and torment, and torture all the people, except his demons which he would mostly just burn as they also burned each other. They had attention that burned your mind. At this point I was becoming Lord myself, not God I cannot say, but having Gods presence within me, and my surroundings, while having great power and choice. I saw that the moment I had become Lord I had awareness that formed my attention over every muscle of the people i focused on, that I could move them with this attention in every way. When I first hooked on to a persons total motion a being beside him got angry and said "that's God's", and was clearly upset that I had this power. But I did not always have this power unless I reached that position of being Lord. Many other powers became present as well as God would direct me everywhere I asked of him. So long as Satan hadn't succeeded in separating my awareness from Him, which he managed a few times to do, but i would move my awareness to again see him. At one position I was banished and condemned into hell by God and separated from his pressence. At this position most people still had human forms that were projected and often burned. I would hear people screaming in pain, as demons turned their thoughts and memories into burning hot fire, so that every time they had a memory they would burn, or a thought. Black forms that had small energy trails, as their forms faded away gradually behind them as they glided, would move from person to person and feed them consciousness into their minds, directing them.
God was as a humble servant to me, within me and moving my awareness to wherever I asked him to. So I asked him to teach me the flame as he had taught Satan. My awareness began to move to many realizations and different intensities, we would examine the fire of many different demons, and compare them with Satan's, my own and God's. I at this time had a flame within my attention that I could summon as well. He showed me that the flame is within everything and how to see it in anything. How to direct it to the point of turning it down so it didn't burn. He brought me through the different colour's of the flame and much knowledge of the colours. Satan had a special flame that was red, that I only managed to conjure twice. I was taught a flame of resurrection. An eternal flame of the soul that is perpetual, and when I conceived of it God appeared before me in form, like a spirit, as he sometimes did in different sizes, and pulled this soft blue flame out of my head and handed it to me. The demons hoarded around me trying to steal it from me so I placed it back within me. I used the resurrection knowledge to bring lost extinguished souls back to life and the knowledge of the flame to turn the demon's fire into painless, conscious-less, energy, so they couldn't even project information without it being silenced. I used their own knowledge against them. No longer would I get burned down as I walked across the street, or melted, which often happened too. By the way all the things I mentioned in this thread bad having happened to people also happened to myself. The people in this place had all willingly followed Satan at one point in their life and was tricked into these places. I would merge my attention with them and give them light of awareness that showed them they could leave, and taught them how to remove the pain like I did. Many of them had betrayed God and when the people saw God's presence the called out to him naming him King over Satan, pleading for his guidance and help. And God had mercy on them, and he led them out of that place, and guided their world to a higher position. He taught me and others how to heal the forms of our bodies to such an extent that a totally burned soul, and body, could be totally healed into a new form, and so not only did he heal them but he taught them how to heal. Perhaps he had plans for them as he had plans for me. In the different ways that God taught us he made us see that Hell can be moved in awareness to see that even in the Depths of Hell God can be reached and always sees us, and with faith and the right knowledge and belief he will help you and even turn hell into a learning ground, or teaching ground, or however you invest your belief, intent and awareness to see it become. Yet if you judge it in an evil way, and see an evil way, then you will see that evil that is in your own heart. The reflection of your judgement. Often my name of God would shift to Ally, in my sorcery terms, but did nothing to change the Infinite command of this Being, the essence. I now see everything around me as an Infinite essence that can be named into any way, shape or form, including the extremes of heaven and hell, and beyond to many other places. Nowadays I avoid all negative knowledge and judgements. For, unknowingly, when we judge the depths of purest evil, we are forming the potential of creation into that conceptual design, and this is the power of command, that can be found within each of us. It's like having the power of God's command, within you. All and nothing, Life and Death. Kill your nightmares, and your evil, while living your Life to the fullest. And to end this long story, I will just say i found for myself, that when I judged people as being evil, including Satan, then that's what I got, and yet when I judged Satan as a teacher then he taught needed lessons. It is like a relationship between will and Infinite potential, to form to anything within the Infinite. Like a giving and receiving balance. In that position of awareness.