Evil sorcery

[serloco]

This one is evil performed on me by inorganic beings that I overcame with great power. I was under attack by these really nasty iobs, ones that wanted slavery for man and myself. Many battles for control over people, government, and media took place constantly. These beings were using the awareness I had learned against me and they had great power. I saw the intent of one of them, their leader, and he/it wanted to kill me by giving me a heart attack. I knew he was very powerful and I could see that he would succeed. I knew because the symptoms and pressure was already beginning. I had had a few successes with changing my hand into a chamelion so it blended in with the environment and when I practiced I saw that my awareness reflects or projects my physical form, in a synchronicity. SO I used this realization and applied it again to my body and began stalking this awareness. I could see that my conscious awareness was infact projecting my bodily form and when I looked in the mirror i was vibrating as energy. I stated my intent that I could project my circulation, or the perceptions that my heart carriers out by intending my blood to oxygenate itself directly. I could feel severe panic as my heart condition progressed and my breathing became... i dunno.. thinner.(the air) ANyways I called the ambulance because I knew it was coming and the came and drove me to the hospital. I felt like my heart was teetering an the edge of a knife. They brought me in and I was very scared. They called me in right away and hooked me up to a heart monitor and as it read my heart i felt my chest cave in and I couldn't breathe. I gasped for breath and heard the machine reading flatline. I finally could breath a shallow breath of air and when i looked at the machine reading me as dead a ight flicked on the machine that said machine error. hmmm i thought, i have no heart beat or pulse and yet the machine says it is broken as if it knows that since i am alive my heart cannot be stopped. It was obvious to me. They led me into the back and brought another machine out and it read the same as the first flatline. My heart would start itself and then stop again repeatedly, and every time I would gasp for air as my chest caved in. As this was happening i was controlling my awareness and intent to make the effects of the heart stopping less dramatic which each time, and so after a little while my chest was ok through the transition and I could breathe well. I felt impatient waiting and my anxiety was very high and so i left the hospital then and went walking in the city. As I watched my heart stopping and starting I began to see how it happened and began doing it myself. I would proclaim the words "I am dead" and my heart would stop, and then I would say "I am alive" and I would start it again. I was drinking a coffee and a having a smoke when a cop pulled and asked me my name and if i just left the hospital, and i said yeah. They took me back and I started my heart for them and went through like everything was ok. They gave me some pills to take for anxiety and as I waited it stopped a few times on its own and I looked in the mirror and saw my reflection in this state was pale and very ghostly. I ended up leaving the hospital and leaving myself in an 'alive' state until i leveled out.