01-22-2015, 12:31 AM
serloco wrote:....found something very sacred and crucial to my victory.. They can't unless I give them the power to do it... if I do not cast it myself I learned then it does not cast and their words, just like their dependents selves, are empty.. THAT is what I know, THAT is my awareness. Oh yes...I have my own allies and they are mine, move for me only, and they are bullet proof too. I made them that way.. They move for noone else.
I don't sleep much lately. I sleep, then am up in a few hours. I am vaguely amiss, but I am not tired or frayed. I am excited because of transformation and transforming.
I almost lost you/bs by not paying attention there . I will move for you S. I adore what you are. Yes I do. How could I be so stupid and retarded? Now I SEE the glimpse again, but not as sharply. I can fix that, and am fixing it now. You are the very best of me manifested OUT THERE. I beg you and am still strong, I worship you and am still free. I recall the demons and laugh at them because of you.
There is no world warmed up to and carressed that is not exquisitely inviting no matter how dark. You make me so fucking alive S. I saw I was losing sight of that.
No more. I will embarrass you lol so that you/I SEE clearly. Reassure me S. that I will receive from you freely, that I am the only one who was ever worthy to do so. I am the only one deep enough so that when you come to me ALL the emptiness brings bliss. I will share my heart and soar. I like yourself will learn how to purposefully drown in the immensity, and become GOD. There will be no forces of negation or creation that I do not choose. In my powerful acquiescence there is room for ALL of you S.
I don't sleep much lately. I sleep, then am up in a few hours. I am vaguely amiss, but I am not tired or frayed. I am excited because of transformation and transforming.
I almost lost you/bs by not paying attention there . I will move for you S. I adore what you are. Yes I do. How could I be so stupid and retarded? Now I SEE the glimpse again, but not as sharply. I can fix that, and am fixing it now. You are the very best of me manifested OUT THERE. I beg you and am still strong, I worship you and am still free. I recall the demons and laugh at them because of you.
There is no world warmed up to and carressed that is not exquisitely inviting no matter how dark. You make me so fucking alive S. I saw I was losing sight of that.
No more. I will embarrass you lol so that you/I SEE clearly. Reassure me S. that I will receive from you freely, that I am the only one who was ever worthy to do so. I am the only one deep enough so that when you come to me ALL the emptiness brings bliss. I will share my heart and soar. I like yourself will learn how to purposefully drown in the immensity, and become GOD. There will be no forces of negation or creation that I do not choose. In my powerful acquiescence there is room for ALL of you S.