Evil sorcery

[serloco]

I was studying thought processes and words. I had intended to learn how to move inorganic beings and the beings in my world. I had learned that thoughts first arise in the mind as consciousness first then are translated into the flow of words. I began to see that there is a link of consciousness that connects all beings together so that our minds can become one. In this awareness I have often shared my experiences with people and my awareness and likewise have had my awareness affected by other beings. Stalking many allies at the time i began to see that my inner awareness was often being spoken of by these telepathic allies. So whatever i was thinking about they would speak of. I tried something then, I directed my inner awareness with control, and I listened to the words of the allies shift with my attention. After a few times practicing I learned that i could make these beings speak of my awareness, whatever I was thinking of. It was like my thoughts became a channel that flowed into their consciousness making them see what i see, and then making them speak of what I was thinking. i walked around town practicing on everyone I could connect with. I used this ability for the good and when people were argueing i began expressing forgiveness or ideas that proceeded along a positive line. If someone had a problem I would project the solution to these problems and then listen as the person spoke the solution aloud. All I had to do was focus my attention into them and they would say whatever i wanted them to. I felt very powerful and very in control. I began using my ability on television and radio to make the people on the news or whatever show i was watching speak what i wanted them to. I started controlling the news in this manner and soon learned that the images on the TV were the same as the words. If i focused on the images in the same way they would form as depiction of whatever i was thinking of. I began casting my own lands in the world, and my own programs. I could override any forecast to overlap what i wanted in its place. he TV and radio became the contents of my very own projections. No longer did i have to listen to them shoving the world down my throat but i could force my own world into theirs. It didn`t matter is the programs were `pre-recorded` or not, everything was a live feed being fed from my mind. The beings began to get tired of speakingonly what I said to them to say, and move how i projected them to move and they asked me stop. On a comedy show they depicted it as sock puppets, and beings like the muppets moving to my strings. I decided that I enjoyed this new power and planned to continue using it. I was angry at the world for forcing me to believe in the world they laid out for me, and now that i could control this information I was not about to let it go so easily. No, I continued in my way. Soon I began hearing other channels in my awareness, other sources of my thoughts, coming from outside of myself. I began to listen as a negative channel began to fill my mind, and sometimes take over the flow i was directing. So that as I controlled the motion of the people and television a new thought stream would enter into me and begin moving the beings. This channel was mostly negative and was using my awareness to mimic me, and do the things i could do. It became a battle. I started to despise the awareness being fed into me, and hated that my thoughts became so evil. I started to realize that either I had picked up some negative allies who were bent on using my power for evil, or that some beings were teaching me a lesson that people do not like to be controlled, for they were attempting to control me in the same ways i was controlling the people and I hated it. Soon I realized that controlling all the actions of free-willed beings was indeed wrong and I decided to stop using my power in this way. As soon as i stopped intending this control over people like sock puppets the negative energies i had picked up disipated and my thoughts began moving back to my normal positions and flows.