09-24-2016, 12:38 AM
Shamanka is the closest on this forum (or anywhere) to sharing my existential view. Nothing is necessary, there is no purpose or meaning, and manifestation simply is. I've done superlative recapitulation, followed by the best ever work of self-destruction [TASTY ! ! (and no destruction)].
Then, a week ago I had an awesome snapshot of my meaninglessness, and saw clearly how my life is small and conditionally defined and imprisoning.
To know such empty meaninglessness starkly and lucidly was great reinforcement of my controlled folly.
"power and unconcern are one and the same... no judgement, just total freedom... what your minute facet wishes to express..."
I tell Kaomea and Julio I am sorry for having been offensive {am I really sorry??/lol}. It is real PLAY.
And still, no matter my habitual detachment, I like to keep a tiny bit of the stickiness (indulging attachment), and I definitely ground my tonal.
Freedom and love for me is to be perceptually at ease.. to have well-being. I CAN share this/(SMILE).
Then, a week ago I had an awesome snapshot of my meaninglessness, and saw clearly how my life is small and conditionally defined and imprisoning.
To know such empty meaninglessness starkly and lucidly was great reinforcement of my controlled folly.
"power and unconcern are one and the same... no judgement, just total freedom... what your minute facet wishes to express..."
I tell Kaomea and Julio I am sorry for having been offensive {am I really sorry??/lol}. It is real PLAY.
And still, no matter my habitual detachment, I like to keep a tiny bit of the stickiness (indulging attachment), and I definitely ground my tonal.
Freedom and love for me is to be perceptually at ease.. to have well-being. I CAN share this/(SMILE).