Time

[serloco]

Now I know all about suspending judgements and awareness and changing the position of the world thorough changing my judgements, and so I realize that these demonic beings could just be a another form of judgement that I am manifesting. And they did appear in my world upon realizing negative knowledge and awareness however these beings came in my world and immediately tried undoing all the great things i have done, and targeting those great things that they obviously knew of by creating awareness that contradicted or attempted to change my own awareness placing new awareness in its place. Often I would get into debates with these beings and offer them my sound awareness that is proven to me only making them get hostile and angry because my will would not be moved by them. Sometimes they would come to me with good energy first as a friend only to jump straight away into a form of awareness that attacks my will or tries to hook my attention and guide it into their projection. I can feel the pull and often they succeeded but I grew stronger as I stalked them and watched their energies and began altering and suspending it within myself and within them. See i was once in fluid world that was always changing becoming whatever the fluid now would make of it and so I was often suseptable to others pull of awareness then. It got so bad that I would have to fight every other being around me constantly with my energies to suspend their world and allow my own to form. Everyone around me would be telling me the future and what will happen in such and such city or event and I would deny them all and stick to my guns. When the time came for manifestation I became strong enough to only allow my own vision to manifest and the other faded into phantoms, empty beings. No longer so I listen to people when they tell me the way things are for them if they are telling it for me, and instead follow my own awareness, creating as I go.