Time

[serloco]

There i something out there. Maybe it is called time, or perhaps it just uses it. It speaks through all of us and even the casual conversations I hear has a message within them. Even old shows i have seen a hundred times, speaks to me, in the future. Today it was mad at me. I used to control people, hollow them out and call them indifferent. Empty them of their volition and choose for them. It told me today as I was thinking that it was wrong to do that. Of course I know this and have been working hard to remove all the knowledge of control and possession that is inside of me. I been working really hard and have been abused myself with the same tricks i learned to control others. It is wrong to possess and control people, allies, iobs, animals, etc. I feel sad I made so many lusty and greedy mistakes in my past. I hope that whatever it is that sends me omen and lessons will forgive me for my mistakes. I think it may be God. If so then I yield to Him in all matters.