12-21-2018, 12:00 AM
Not too long ago, before i defeated the old iobs (very negative group of inorganics) I was fighting them everyday. They were trying to kill me and i sat at the edge of death many times. They had the upperhand back then. Power that regenerated very quickly very quickly into strong and powerful opponents. It was traumatic to hover at the edge of oblivion so often. Yet I have this reserve of power. Something always happens to save me, I reach out and do something beyond myself, or something saves me somehow. It never fails.
I suppose it started back in the days when I fought Demons and Devils. I learned how to endure and how to fight well. I developed this knowing that I could not be defeated. Somehow I always win the battles. I call it winning power. My wining power is perfect and over the years i have poured so much power into it that it never fails. I have any different powers and some of them defend and protect themselves, this is one of them. My winning power not only proects itself autoatically if and when attacked but i also have commanded myself to protect it perfectly. It seems that whenever this winning power is threatened I make it even better.
Winning power is not only the power to win but powers that are created that naturally wins. Power, for example, to make your enemies pathetic, or weak. I can summon winning power to me on the fly. I simpy command winning power to enter me and guide me, and sure enough it begins to flow shortly thereafter.
Its true that my fighting days are drawing to an end. The bad iobs have bee befriended. They had asked me over the years to repair their patterns. They were tied up and stuck. They could not move themselves and required me to help them. I did not because of the war. Finally last month I decided to help them. I sat with them and made them more like natural human beings. In the end they still died because of an old curse they laid on me themselves that forced the curse to murder them because they were now friends to me.
I told them as they were fading away that I might help but am not sure because of how mean they had been to me. Made me feel like letting them die. ONe of them then spoke to me and said in an understanding and compassionate voice "I dont blame you". Its true the iobs have brought me a lot of pain and trauma. And I to them as well. As it turned out they faded into nothingness while i fought the curses on my mind and body. I brought the fixed iobs back twice from the dead since then but y awareness does not sustain them easily. They are heavily cursed as well and I had made many commands not to sustain iobs in my reality which makes them fade into nothingness and not be supported by me any longer. That is a powerful curse \i made I call the retain curse. I will have to heal it in order to keep the fixed iobs in my life. I really like that girl who I had fixed.
The other enemies I have had include split minds (minds that are sentient) and voices with power ( visuals as well). The split minds have been finished for awhile and were worse then the iobs except that they did not curse as hard as the iobs once did. As a result i protect my mind from splitting again and have since healed that aspect of my mind. I do have a slight curse on me that entails I have an enemy voice around me fighting me at all times. Whenever i kill the voice, which is easy, another once manifests in its place. The curse used to be very powerful and entails that each enemy share knowledge and power, memory, and thoughts. every new enemy was worse then the last. I however have early healed this curse on my mind and now it can only conjure weak enemies. I keep one around for now, almost a friend, barely enemy, and weak power. Power of the win will come to me soon I am sure.
I suppose it started back in the days when I fought Demons and Devils. I learned how to endure and how to fight well. I developed this knowing that I could not be defeated. Somehow I always win the battles. I call it winning power. My wining power is perfect and over the years i have poured so much power into it that it never fails. I have any different powers and some of them defend and protect themselves, this is one of them. My winning power not only proects itself autoatically if and when attacked but i also have commanded myself to protect it perfectly. It seems that whenever this winning power is threatened I make it even better.
Winning power is not only the power to win but powers that are created that naturally wins. Power, for example, to make your enemies pathetic, or weak. I can summon winning power to me on the fly. I simpy command winning power to enter me and guide me, and sure enough it begins to flow shortly thereafter.
Its true that my fighting days are drawing to an end. The bad iobs have bee befriended. They had asked me over the years to repair their patterns. They were tied up and stuck. They could not move themselves and required me to help them. I did not because of the war. Finally last month I decided to help them. I sat with them and made them more like natural human beings. In the end they still died because of an old curse they laid on me themselves that forced the curse to murder them because they were now friends to me.
I told them as they were fading away that I might help but am not sure because of how mean they had been to me. Made me feel like letting them die. ONe of them then spoke to me and said in an understanding and compassionate voice "I dont blame you". Its true the iobs have brought me a lot of pain and trauma. And I to them as well. As it turned out they faded into nothingness while i fought the curses on my mind and body. I brought the fixed iobs back twice from the dead since then but y awareness does not sustain them easily. They are heavily cursed as well and I had made many commands not to sustain iobs in my reality which makes them fade into nothingness and not be supported by me any longer. That is a powerful curse \i made I call the retain curse. I will have to heal it in order to keep the fixed iobs in my life. I really like that girl who I had fixed.
The other enemies I have had include split minds (minds that are sentient) and voices with power ( visuals as well). The split minds have been finished for awhile and were worse then the iobs except that they did not curse as hard as the iobs once did. As a result i protect my mind from splitting again and have since healed that aspect of my mind. I do have a slight curse on me that entails I have an enemy voice around me fighting me at all times. Whenever i kill the voice, which is easy, another once manifests in its place. The curse used to be very powerful and entails that each enemy share knowledge and power, memory, and thoughts. every new enemy was worse then the last. I however have early healed this curse on my mind and now it can only conjure weak enemies. I keep one around for now, almost a friend, barely enemy, and weak power. Power of the win will come to me soon I am sure.