Power

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i recapped times when i have invoked God, God-like powers, etc into my awareness, for example the elephant god to remove obstructions, i learnt that the energy body has unlimited capacity, i have often invoked God for strength, faith and trust in the unknown, all of this is for gaining power, i found that my awareness needed boosts like this to overcome lack of energy and plugging drainage points, stalking the use of energy and redirect energy flow, i am focusing more on the assemblage point and as such dealing with energy in terms of energy, im finding it easier.. it was strange cos i remember finding it difficult to see energy, and how i overcame those difficulties, i always thought it was a matter of reaching intellectual understanding, something related to my mind and thinking, when i saw that it was just energy, just moving the ap, it blew my mind and i started stopping the internal dialog, controlling the flow, manifesting good things constantly, seeing my reality as blessed and blessing all the people i saw, they call my love, lovely, hunny, its cute, i love everyone in my world..

i saw how i used to give away power thru judging people, thru imposing descriptions on reality that were tiring and wasteful of energy, how i used to rush around constantly, i learnt to slow down my awareness..taking back the power, learning to weild it, forebearance..