Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

I look at my world now, the physicality of its dimension. the bed i am on now, my computer and my objects scattered about. for a moment I forget what it means to be seen and be seeing an awareness (reality watching you now as you think for a second you are alone).- all the time? yep seems so., awareness is always there yes, but that's not to say or mean that every form of awareness is always present. If you see that an awareness is watching you in the environment you should see it's awareness for yourself. OK. I look at it as I think something into the gaze of my things, my objects. I can see it's energy projections answering me in forms of animated energy, feeling, consciousness made visual! Objects programmed into exact reactions, even so that it becomes exactly the 'object' is within you focused on, to and from. objects becoming animated into life forms like a kitten relaxing with love and comfort to communicate these energies to you. Coffee cups that teased me because i see life in objects and when i drink from my cup it forms into a woman's lips for a kiss! then a shocked and dazzled expression forms after we part. I liked my earth elemental jeans I had cast too. The denim would become earthen made in your eyes, then shifts again into tiny strands of silver that weaved together to form the fabric of the pants. Next it would shift into gold, then one diamond so small and faceted tightly would form where you are looking and then spread into many more, all across your legs. Thousands of tiny perfect diamonds covering my legs, and what is better and more amazing is that it is alive and able to become the form i made of an earth elemental pants perfectly for me. Another one I know of would follow me in the city as we went stalking together in shadows we spread across the haze of the city's form. Most of it was fluid at the time and often hot as well. A wrong turn and you could end up in baaad part of the moment of that city, in that time. As we had found out. As I walked she was there in my attention as i was walking and hunting my attention of the city alignment. I had a wrong turn then, one of the worst I could have kept moving in and suddenly the concrete turned into ice that spread out into the concrete around its origin. I could see the essence of it's communication to me in it's elemental form yelling at me to freeze right there and stop!!! I did indeed. The ice began to receed back into itself. I had a good form of active attention to start back into my journey and she formed into an arrow of agreement that pointed down the way. Sometimes when we walked together she would just become the ground in my focus point and move the ground around to point the way. SO we went looking for hidden beauty then together and soon after found a small stone sitting among many others. And this stone was so happy and was filled so brightly with pure estatic vibrant love, happyness and joy. You saw pure contentment as you gazed upon it and knew without a doubt that this stone here was astounding beauty. It was made of such pure emotion that you could not miss it for was so brightly set. I like the ones who hide in the words and pictures too, that follow you as you walk and so long as you look to read the words it will talk with you within all of them as you go. Forming the words to you as you communicate to it and answer it. Like a hider, in the clouds, or just inside of everything, beneath the surface or mask, everything.. I can focus on it as i flip a book rapidly through its front to finish as i gaze at it's words that form for me then, telling me what i want to hear, or what i ask to hear, what I focus into to receive. A living song spirit is a beautiful spirit that also flies with different wings. This form of spirit or ally will sing to you and follow you and when music arises she will sing to you the music of your heart and soul. The medicine that you crave, the wisdom that you need to see, and the love that your heart needs to feel. They will also sing you a deadly tune if you ask them too as I once did. We made such songs together that as it sings we begin our greatest shifts we know of to date and as we do they sing about it's essence and translates it into beautiful art that carries the awareness of those shifts even in the song's recording. We can make it so it even hooks your attention to the way, and pulls you like a scout that activates it's specific awareness inside of you. Naturally there are a great many book spirits as well every book having it's own spirit. And also books that other spirits enter into, and even books made with the essence of very powerful spirits infused into the book. Which is to say that words like these translate to you the exact awareness and power, the life of the spirit is right in the book to see, and to read of it's name. The actual book created in this way is done so by casting the book's form directly with the spirits within them or casting them into the page when you want it there. cast the book to reflect and translate the spirit's essence into the form it becomes with this result. All one really needs to do this is the focus of your attention to the spirit, and the focus of your attention into an unformed page, or clear the next page by seeing that there is no page yet there written and that this moment is being created right now. In my world some of us went mad with wrath and sorrow and pain and for a while we knew of nothing else. All we could see there in that space were negative energy forms spread in everything. the world full to the brim of hostile knowledge forms of so many kinds every where you looked something was trying to hurt you or kill you. This world accepted the destructive knowledge and they had no choice at all it seemed to us. They would suffer and hurt, and cry, and die, and love too, but loss is the result here. Everything will turn to ****, and every beauty be cursed many times over until it too becomes a killer of some kind, it's scent sent to strangle you.. Those of us there made a decision then for a good ol book burning session. We became outraged at this world's knowledge. So we sat and drew some symbols on a blank book. which directed the action for us then. Many books were never recovered nor even are known to be missing. Some did not exist anymore. we very nearly completely rewrote the pattern cast of what a book is there. we shifted the knowledge and definition of their essence of book, that they no longer found everything trying to strangle them, trick them, or hurt them somehow. we didn't fix everything but hey we started that week a great movement in that world. i remember this one dimension not far off from the last one i mentioned. It was set on earth but with altered dimensions. I became known as a great book magician by the seers in the city there, even though i tried my best to keep hidden and in shadow.. All I wanted then was magic, knowledge, and power, and was always on a mission to find a new wonder., or obtain a new dream. I was learning some very powerful and dangerous and very deadly arts then, and i wanted no-one to see me clearly in the grounded level of reality. And so their eyes even when seeing me did not convey what they saw to the position of grounding into reality what they see. It remained inside of them only, unspoken, unvoiced, unnoticed. While filtering my awareness to let the light show that I need to be seen, and want to be seen. i remember seeing a man see what i had in my attention and the look on his face as he looked at it for himself. The people here do not follow the ban on telepathic awareness being spoken of aloud so that they will admit here that they are seers. Not all though are. they will not however say to a court or a judge, or even to another person that they read it in their minds. seeing the look on his face i knew i couldn't leave him like that but i was so tired showing the people the story so they could see it and understand what happened then. So I went through my case with him and presented to him the findings throughout the event, and he agreed as I did, that he saw what I did was not evil but the opposite of it entirely. A group was trained to enter a special position of awareness for the means to carry out what they called "assassinations". These hitmen, also known as garbage men, were trained to form their attention in a way that fires a shot of awareness through their attention to the target (that contains total death/the assassin is trained to use void)so that before the shot is even fired, meaning that before he is shot he is not even in motion yet set in the life of the assassins eyes, set in his bullit, and the shot contains life within it of exact measure.set in the way intended).these assassins were trained for a long time only in the total darkness, the void always surrounding them as a cloak. They are sometimes seen with pure darkness surrounding them yet the ways from their attention, their eyes, is lit up from them into the night. I heard a story once of one who was being hunted down by some trackers. His story got out and some people managed to scry what happened and so told others who told me. This one spent so much time in the void that he could see through the time he was in and into another moment. assassins were trained always to be in the void, and to carry it with them every where they went, in everything around them. This assassin assassinated someone through time, a very evil kingpin who ruled over an island with evil, and slavery, and death. he was shot as he gave his speech to the news crew who were recording his latest interview with him. the assassin was often given an 'injection'' or a transfer of the awareness of the man to become so the assassin can project it into his void bullit. This awareness was close to the man as they could make it be, yet reset into the ways he now will become. It took a long while for one group to catch onto them. No-one saw it at first at all, which was common when they were catching on to these assassins. But what they soon saw were the exact same things happen that became the trademark of these assassins. The harsh bravado and intimidation stance washed away from his face and energy, with the camera on him, listening to a thought he is forming inside of himself. He speaks again and says very seriously that he is looking forward to the peace on his lands again and is celebrating tonight at a beach resort for all who attend. he went on further into his plans to turn around and give hope to his people in order to achieve the vision of this future he sees. This notoriously cruel man with no heart had suddenly transformed into someone who actually cared for his people. so the assassin was being pursued by a rogue quasi government agency that had been hunting him. as soon as they found them he also saw them and in a flash of darkness that exploded from him, around him, and back into himself and he was gone away. They are hard to catch these beings, one of the reasons being that they can erase your thoughts you have about them, forget important things, and then you find yourself looking for something and not remembering what you were searching for at all. this time the agents had anticipated his reaction, and had pointed onto him a form of light designed to send a carrier signal through a portal to see where it leads to and keep it open as an unseen crack. wide enough to transport the team into the portal behind him hot on his heels. In an instant they were into and through the portal to where he entered. as soon as they arrived they knew something was terribly wrong here. What the first man in saw (as his mind focused into his deepest terrors) as his eyes adjusted to the new scene made him utter one word in a weak voice that knew no hope and said ''nooo..." as if denying your worst fears manifest would make them go away. I wont go into the horrendous details of these agent's experiences but to say that all of them soon feared losing their lives. And when it came down to it one of them feared not dying soon enough, which formed for him into will this ever end?? Needless to say this man was called a void-master because he could pretty much set any reaction to occur in a void space, nearly any configuration set into motion.