09-20-2014, 12:00 AM
Mind *** sounds too negative. I am a perfect gentleman. All I be is me. I'll tell you where the Spirit was when don Juan told me how Julian danced his dance to get women he desired all over the world... It was dancing into my heart and soul paving my future. heh.
Now you again get into telling me that my actions are somehow wrong to you in some way? As if the Spirit is again somehow absent from me again? I know you have told me a few times that I do not have the Spirit with me, and continue to do so, but all you tell me is that you do not see it. How do you think I shift their positions of awareness if the Spirit is not present in me and in them, connected? Where does the motion come from, or where does the unknown manifest from? When I asked the Spirit to show me how to win their hearts it descended to me. When I sought the Spirit for a way to share great things in music instead of the **** I used to hear, it taught me.
No I did not share any of my dreams with you, wet or dry, I shared with you my stalking. What exactly is it that bothers you in this Littlepaw? Did you get upset reading it about Julian as well?
Why do you hold the word Spirit, and set it so often as if it is a weapon of some sorts? Or something to hold over the head of another?
As if too say see you are not a warrior now because the Spirit is not with you somehow. Do you want to try to move me into a position of awareness that is absent from the Spirit? Do you think matters of love and sex are not within the Spirit's domain? Or that the topic is somehow so disgusting that surely the Spirit would have no part in it? Should people never mention their lives, if it involves dating, romancing, relationships they have etc? If they do then they are wrong to you, and must lack Spirit in your eyes?
The great thing about the Spirit is that we start with little to no awareness of it at all, and so we do not see it, yet as we grow in awareness so does our ability to see it's design in everything. The simple act of looking for it will reveal it.
I used to be just like Silvio, and in some ways i still am. I would hide behind the scenes, and move everyone to my will. At times they would see me too and know me, but they would not remember who I am. We were in the nagual. I would move anyone into it with me, and we would move together and do as we wanted, yet when i put them back most would never remember me, and if i wanted them not to, then they wouldn't. I kept my powers secret, and my life secret. Shared never who I am and what I can do openly, unless they saw, or I made them see. Which brings me to my reason you ask of my sharing? Simple really it is who I really am, it is my life experiences. For a long time i desired no sharing, no social contact whatsoever, yet now I do, and I want to share things now. What else can I share but who I am and the life I live? Are you one of those who would say that I have no right to share my life, while you go and share yours? Are you going to tell me that I have no right and no spirit now because I get many women and have been greatly blessed?
When I seek to do something, some impossible dream like having any and every women i want to my command, everyone told me yeah right in your dreams, and you could never have her, and she wouldn't waste her time etc.. all the losers of my past, selling my their losst dreams, and lost hopes. Now i set out in my own way, to achieve my own way despite all the resistance. I have always done this for every amazing feat they can not do themselves. Why? Because I beckon the Spirit to me, who knows how to accomplish anything, and can show me how. I reach victory then, and I proclaim it too. Not always no, but sometimes yeah. Does it feel good to have power and victory? To accomplish what everyone said could not be done? Every time yes, because it is freedom.
But how does it make you feel and why?
Now you again get into telling me that my actions are somehow wrong to you in some way? As if the Spirit is again somehow absent from me again? I know you have told me a few times that I do not have the Spirit with me, and continue to do so, but all you tell me is that you do not see it. How do you think I shift their positions of awareness if the Spirit is not present in me and in them, connected? Where does the motion come from, or where does the unknown manifest from? When I asked the Spirit to show me how to win their hearts it descended to me. When I sought the Spirit for a way to share great things in music instead of the **** I used to hear, it taught me.
No I did not share any of my dreams with you, wet or dry, I shared with you my stalking. What exactly is it that bothers you in this Littlepaw? Did you get upset reading it about Julian as well?
Why do you hold the word Spirit, and set it so often as if it is a weapon of some sorts? Or something to hold over the head of another?
As if too say see you are not a warrior now because the Spirit is not with you somehow. Do you want to try to move me into a position of awareness that is absent from the Spirit? Do you think matters of love and sex are not within the Spirit's domain? Or that the topic is somehow so disgusting that surely the Spirit would have no part in it? Should people never mention their lives, if it involves dating, romancing, relationships they have etc? If they do then they are wrong to you, and must lack Spirit in your eyes?
The great thing about the Spirit is that we start with little to no awareness of it at all, and so we do not see it, yet as we grow in awareness so does our ability to see it's design in everything. The simple act of looking for it will reveal it.
I used to be just like Silvio, and in some ways i still am. I would hide behind the scenes, and move everyone to my will. At times they would see me too and know me, but they would not remember who I am. We were in the nagual. I would move anyone into it with me, and we would move together and do as we wanted, yet when i put them back most would never remember me, and if i wanted them not to, then they wouldn't. I kept my powers secret, and my life secret. Shared never who I am and what I can do openly, unless they saw, or I made them see. Which brings me to my reason you ask of my sharing? Simple really it is who I really am, it is my life experiences. For a long time i desired no sharing, no social contact whatsoever, yet now I do, and I want to share things now. What else can I share but who I am and the life I live? Are you one of those who would say that I have no right to share my life, while you go and share yours? Are you going to tell me that I have no right and no spirit now because I get many women and have been greatly blessed?
When I seek to do something, some impossible dream like having any and every women i want to my command, everyone told me yeah right in your dreams, and you could never have her, and she wouldn't waste her time etc.. all the losers of my past, selling my their losst dreams, and lost hopes. Now i set out in my own way, to achieve my own way despite all the resistance. I have always done this for every amazing feat they can not do themselves. Why? Because I beckon the Spirit to me, who knows how to accomplish anything, and can show me how. I reach victory then, and I proclaim it too. Not always no, but sometimes yeah. Does it feel good to have power and victory? To accomplish what everyone said could not be done? Every time yes, because it is freedom.
But how does it make you feel and why?