09-20-2014, 12:00 AM
I remembered the exact moment I had made the intent that I will get a free place to live and it will be a church. When I arrived looking at it I could see the essence of my command that cast it. But did not remember all that I had cast into it while in the nagual of the future, then. I had forgotten it while shifting into the routines of my tonal life, but it was there waiting for me nonetheless, just as I had intended in great planned detail a couple months prior and knew would become.
I will skip every detail but tell some of the more interesting events only. The building was very large, 4 stories, a gymnasium, and a large church. It had many different rooms, some large and some average and used to be a school house as well. It had 2 kitchens and a cafeteria-like dinning room. There were many pianos around as well, and an organ in the church.
I walked in the front entrance and got settled in. And walked down the stairs and focused onto the rail and saw that it was living, and everything in this place was alive. I could see the spirits of these entities clearly as stood gazing. They were the allies I had set prior into the forms I had found then. Which indeed were full of much of my awareness. I looked at one and it had dead energy, it's projection was not alive and I gazed and could see my curse upon it. I had said to an ally who kept trying to fill this future with it's own **** castings into my attention that everything he set if it made it here, would be dead and empty. I was angry then. It looked sad to me, and I did not want to look at this dead energy, and so I said to other spirits that they can fill it's form instead and become a new projection. One jumped right into that space then and said to the dead spirit "sorry", and it vanished away. Much better. I looked at one of the chairs that had a spirit energy of a woman I know, an ally too, and she was here as well. I could see it in the chair. So I looked into it and saw my knowledge form's essence, my attention was pulled into the chair and through the hole I had built and into one of her worlds, where she was now, and I could her there in it, with all we had made together. Many of my different spirits were here living in the fabric of this dream world I had woven. I could see a hidden presence too, but could not locate it fully. It was the nagual. I sensed that he was here before me. I walked into the gymnasium and it had pillars set about it in order on each side. I focused into the pillar to see who has here before me and what did he do? I sensed it was great. I already knew the awareness of the pillar, it's spirit, my ally, had a perfect record within it. My attention went into the pillar and I was looking out at a man who I remembered somehow walking through the gym but he was gliding and jumping through the spaces, from one point to another, on his way. The speed of his normal gate, without skipping, was faster then his legs were moving. I could see the form of his attention as he did this, the energy in his action, and saw that i was taught this attention form too, but he was doing it better then i had done so far. I was next back in my body standing there, and started to practice this attention form. If anyone wants the knowledge explained i can do so. I started out, gained momentum, as i started to shift. I reach the position of not only what he had achieved, but began to see clearly teleportation. My attention formed in a way that I could focus on the pillar being right in front of me, while from afar then be there at it instantly. At first my attention saw the pillar in ways that accelerated quicker to me (or me to it), with my attention focus, and intent, then I could see it jump closer and skip around from point to point, as i focused into the way. I could skip my body side to side, or closer and further from the pillar. seeing the energies of the events as they happened i could refocus onto them and expand them as i went, putting them back into my active attention, getting better at it, until i saw that i could, and was, teleporting across space, with the focus of my attention. In this state, but is not needed to see this, I can see that either i am moving across the earth to the pillar that is stationary, or I am stationary, and moving the world around myself. Shifting between these two states, you evolve as you go, and build great new awareness and power of motion. Like anything the more you explore it the more you see and it forms, then you can master it. It's quite astounding really. Once earlier when had a great time i was jogging down a forest path, and did this, and focused down the path, far down it, and intended activity now in my attention, and pulled the clearing towards me, as it shot to me, and i shot through it like the wind down the path, to my point a km away. mindblown.
more of this story later..
I will skip every detail but tell some of the more interesting events only. The building was very large, 4 stories, a gymnasium, and a large church. It had many different rooms, some large and some average and used to be a school house as well. It had 2 kitchens and a cafeteria-like dinning room. There were many pianos around as well, and an organ in the church.
I walked in the front entrance and got settled in. And walked down the stairs and focused onto the rail and saw that it was living, and everything in this place was alive. I could see the spirits of these entities clearly as stood gazing. They were the allies I had set prior into the forms I had found then. Which indeed were full of much of my awareness. I looked at one and it had dead energy, it's projection was not alive and I gazed and could see my curse upon it. I had said to an ally who kept trying to fill this future with it's own **** castings into my attention that everything he set if it made it here, would be dead and empty. I was angry then. It looked sad to me, and I did not want to look at this dead energy, and so I said to other spirits that they can fill it's form instead and become a new projection. One jumped right into that space then and said to the dead spirit "sorry", and it vanished away. Much better. I looked at one of the chairs that had a spirit energy of a woman I know, an ally too, and she was here as well. I could see it in the chair. So I looked into it and saw my knowledge form's essence, my attention was pulled into the chair and through the hole I had built and into one of her worlds, where she was now, and I could her there in it, with all we had made together. Many of my different spirits were here living in the fabric of this dream world I had woven. I could see a hidden presence too, but could not locate it fully. It was the nagual. I sensed that he was here before me. I walked into the gymnasium and it had pillars set about it in order on each side. I focused into the pillar to see who has here before me and what did he do? I sensed it was great. I already knew the awareness of the pillar, it's spirit, my ally, had a perfect record within it. My attention went into the pillar and I was looking out at a man who I remembered somehow walking through the gym but he was gliding and jumping through the spaces, from one point to another, on his way. The speed of his normal gate, without skipping, was faster then his legs were moving. I could see the form of his attention as he did this, the energy in his action, and saw that i was taught this attention form too, but he was doing it better then i had done so far. I was next back in my body standing there, and started to practice this attention form. If anyone wants the knowledge explained i can do so. I started out, gained momentum, as i started to shift. I reach the position of not only what he had achieved, but began to see clearly teleportation. My attention formed in a way that I could focus on the pillar being right in front of me, while from afar then be there at it instantly. At first my attention saw the pillar in ways that accelerated quicker to me (or me to it), with my attention focus, and intent, then I could see it jump closer and skip around from point to point, as i focused into the way. I could skip my body side to side, or closer and further from the pillar. seeing the energies of the events as they happened i could refocus onto them and expand them as i went, putting them back into my active attention, getting better at it, until i saw that i could, and was, teleporting across space, with the focus of my attention. In this state, but is not needed to see this, I can see that either i am moving across the earth to the pillar that is stationary, or I am stationary, and moving the world around myself. Shifting between these two states, you evolve as you go, and build great new awareness and power of motion. Like anything the more you explore it the more you see and it forms, then you can master it. It's quite astounding really. Once earlier when had a great time i was jogging down a forest path, and did this, and focused down the path, far down it, and intended activity now in my attention, and pulled the clearing towards me, as it shot to me, and i shot through it like the wind down the path, to my point a km away. mindblown.
more of this story later..