Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

2010 sept 3. notes taken by myself.

just 2 nights ago I was camped in the woods, and outside at the road was a streetlamp.. i pondered for a second about light and pictures of light, and behold there... just outside the light, hovering in the air was a 'spirit' a man, with his arms outstreched to the light with a beam of light running from his outstreched hand and into the light.. as if the spirit was casting a spell onto the light. it was cool, he was hovering there floating, i almost missed what the picture was, then i saw him.. it was awesome..

i cant help but wonder, in this case, if it was a reflection of intent and awareness into perceptual form, my own awareness dreaming a reflective image of me.. or if it was a spirit, perhaps a ghost or spirit helper, ally, casting a picture of itself..

i have had other experiences with spirits, ghosts etc, and have seen them in many ways, even to the point of casting physical manifestation of ancient awareness into form.. i am currectly working on a rote to conjure the forms of 'hidden' spirits into view.. i accidently discovered that within my activity, or telepathy, that my spells are also heard by spirits within the vicinity, and that by casting a certain spell, or realising spirit matter into physical matter at that intant manifests the spirit, even just temporarily into form.. i did that one by accident.. i cast the active realisation and a spirit took form just in front of me.. then dissappeared again after my attention wavered, or spiked..

reincarnative forms, or manifestative forms of spirits into new vessels, or artforms, computers, books etc, is also an area i have explored, as well as channeling ancient awareness' into my self, even to the point of losing my physicality and taking on the forms of the spirit's perceptions, even if ever so slightly of completely.. by placing my attention on a known spirit, and keeping attention on it, then splitting my atention to an object, or person, thus opening the horizon or channel of that spirit's awareness, into physical manifestation.. the instant conjuring of a dark vessel, enable the imaginative form of a person, meaning i imagine say a beautiful young lady, imagining every detail, and then having her walk into my dream, blank or raw, or full, then placing the awarensss of the 'spirit' within the new vessel.. this lead me also in part to a changling awareness, and transmutative awareness of spirit, person, animal etc...etc..etc..

Sep 4, 2010
OOOOOOK... umm, gulp.. i shoulda left well enough alone i suppose... well last night i went into the quarry to practice a lil late night dreaming.. at first i started 'drumming' on the guard rails that surround the cliffs.. i dscovered that with dreaming attention one can bang almost anything and have it play out as a symphony.. i can focus on different sounds and have the 'normal' sounds turn into 'digital' drum beats, bongos, flutes, piano, and a reverberating organ like i dunno hum. its totally amazing i find. like being a retarded drummer and having the sound come out like a savant. lol.. very self-important, but it is beautiful.. and an excellent trainer of attention, which i have been lacking since my decision to discontinue the bulk of my dreaming practices. well.. i decided to take a break when i saw a flashlight seemingly coming up the path.. and i jumped into the woods and weeds.. yes to hide.. lol.. a few minuttes and i realise i could come out.. i looked at another light through the trees, like a street light., it had a bluish tint.. as i focused on it my attention reminded me that lights can be many things.. immediately the light started to jump through a series of dreaming motions 'we' (the light and I) have previously found. it started dancing from spot to spot, jumping, then it shined a pattern around itself, a picture, then a focused ray.. as if materialising a form, or fabricating matter.. i began laughing as i relaised the light was aware of me, and reflecting not only a record of what the light has been, but also mirroring my thoughts, dancing with me.. i realised that the light could conjure a physical form of awareness, then it shot a beam from the distance to me, in front of me, a static form, that didn't quite form but showed the intent clearly.. i laughed again, with the light.. then it shot a beam at me, directly at me.. and i said to it i would conjure myself in a parallel plain, where you wouldn't shoot me.. and it blinked out, and with it my conscious awareness, then blinked back on in a different parallel spot.. i thought that was cool.. i got a lil bored, and i realised, rather foolishly that the dream was bored as well.. my mistake........... anyways, i travelled around the quarry to the bottom at the beach near the river. and to my surprise a flashlight, clear this time.. surely a flash light, was walking up the river as if searching for someone or something.. i hide again up the cliffs into the weeds. five minuttes... bang, russling in the trees, and brief images of the moving 'light'..... i thought again that it could be anything, and is not really anything yet until i focus onto it.. i think it's not looking for me, or even aware of me, just some people walking in the night.. yeah... confidently i went back down.. i went to a spot where i could see the light more clearly, thru an opening on this side of the river.. in the trees, shallowly on the other side of the river, in the tree line. was the 'flashlight'.. searching around, up the banks. until it came to a stop.. to proceed to shine the light around the forest area.. looking?? i realized, as if Don Juan was in my head saying "That is NOT a normal flashlight".. confidently i agreed.. lol to myself........... as i watched the light i realized there were two, no one, no definately two.. at first it would jump, splitting into two, and the other one would jump into the other.. more russling, a sharp loud bang, like wood and stone, sharply.. i watched the light blink out, then on, become a flashlight again, then a single small point of light.. just one.. then... it started splitting into multiple lights, i remembered saying light is all things i have it to be, then it was sparkling.. like a sparkler firework.. i remembered earlier in the day i had stated my intent to learn to conjure light from nothing.. i was after-all walking in the woods alone at night.. anywho.. the light fluxed between a flashlight again, two flashlights, sparkling, then it began searching again.. i thought for a second, to it, that it is beautiful, and amazing, yet a deeper part of me held a kind of silent apprehension.. a unsurfaced fear.. i began to wonder if it had a body, like a person or if it was 'just a light', ofcourse it had made noises.. the light began moving in a crazy pattern, almost like a person giving a glow light show.. fast moving patterns, then as if communicating by light flashes.. i realised my attention was to slow to pick up the signal or even the pictures at that time, and as i thought that it changed its motion again.. i thought, naturally, that it was quite alien to me.. then i heard it speak.. veeerrrrry alien dialogue!!.. thats an alien, no doubt!.. i could seen then the light, as if a flashlight, highlight the being 'holding it' and alllllmost could make out the shape of an alien being holding the light, i knew that it was... i somehow kept my cool, as if nothing was out of the ordinary.. perhaps my CC 'training'.. wellthe light/sparkle/communicater/prober/whatever.. started to move away again, as i focused on it, in that direction.. but it wasn't walking.. no-way.. it was gliding around and thru the tree tooo fast.. then stopped, and up, but not toooo high as to shatter my being and make me freak, just high enough to place me at the edge of wonder.. yes two lights, moving together... surely at first it was just one, now two... for sure.. globes, no orbs, moving together.. i could see then clearer now.. like a slightly elongated globe, with a dark horizontal black stripe, making one light appear separated as it were two(one on top of the other.. both were in the same form.. as i watched, somehow i got fixed to them.. they 'locked' on to my position across the river.. i sensed it knew it.. in my crouched position i watched them stop, appear to shift attention in my direction... then they started to... OMFG... cross the river towards me!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! SPLASH!!!!!!!!!SPLASH!!!!! yet the lights just glided above, crossing the space to my position.. i didn''t know then what the heck was going to happen, all i knew is that some aliens were across the river, and they were coming towards me.. i sprung up quickly.. and began casting my path ahead me, rather frantic, and yet somehow knowing i was going to be OK... "dont look back".... i did, though it seems OK.. i began running.. alert, aware, yet a lil crazy... back to the road, then into the city.. i had a lil bit of paradox, regarding the street lights, but not too much,, i had to keep walking.. thinking of other things, other motions... but yeah.. that noise... i have heard some variations of noises quite a few times, actually even very alien ones, and yet this one.. welll... i can't say in words... just ... wow... i dunno